Sunday, December 27, 2009

scare scare

xin er got abit cuak dao..wad happened..?ur pm..?smhow..erm..i dunno how 2 say..if u dun wan say thn nvm:)

well..ytd is soo lee's bday..i am organiser and tong is transport,angeline,ace,wai meng we 6 ppl went 2 celebrate

erm..1st i had 2 send a grasshopper 2 die(ivan's hse is murder spot)..dunno y in morning got 1 plastic wit a big big grasshopper inside pop up in my hse..lucky for our bio group lo..but maybe monday goin 2 catch agn since not enuf

ok back 2 topic..whn i took da plastic wit da grasshopper down angeline saw it and she was like.."AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" it was soo loud from far oso can hear lol and thn whn we were on our way da whole car is filled wit our scream whn tong was drifting..hee..actually i made screams on purpose de..2 accompany angeline..haha

thn we fetched soo lee and went 2 wings cafe..we made alot of noise thr 2..tong made a request 2 sing but da ppl dun let..haha..well..i think everybody shud know who i wanted 2 listen 2 his singin most..tat is MY IDOL JJ!!but i dunno which cafe he singin..nvm ba..and i requested for da song 你是我的眼 which is 1 of my favourite songs,but da ppl din sing oso..haiz..i love tat song soo much know since da 1st time i listened 2 it..and it was MY IDOL JJ version which i had 1st listened 2..hee

then..whoa..we did alot siao things thr..lets see..i poured a large amount of ketchup on tong's meal 2 make a pattern..and..i think is ace la..ace poured ketchup into his drink..haizz..and we poured each of our drinks into wai meng's glass after he finished his..(wai meng can really drink wit speed lo..i haven even finish half my drink his glass already empty XD)and he drank our mix..LMAO..and we did our tradition lo..ask soo lee 2 take out da candle using her mouth lo..haha..lucky she nvr kena wad i kena on my bday..if yes..MUAHAHAHA..and thn..haa after 1 of us(i think is tong) finished his ice cream..sweat liao..he stuffed tissues inside..and we all put stuffs 2 decorate it..haha..becm 2nd bday cake..inside got cherry got ketchup got sm potato chips i think..and i stuck a candle in da middle..lolzz..i nvr saw soo lee laugh like tat b4..hey u shud do tat more often it makes u more jovial^^i used 2 laugh like tat alot haha..but now is like hmm..seldom do crazy laugh??

thn a..we planned 2 go 2 da beach..but drive drive drive and..we cannot find da 1 point we almost lost(but haiyo,mcca road i dun think wil get us lost de gua..)we turned in2 kampung road whr thr is few few few ppl oni and da lights are soo dim..and got alot of "bushes"..eerie man..and they were talkin ghost on da good la..soo lee was scared know..especially whn we see a cemetery beside us at sm place..aiyo thn tong drove near thr smmore and soo lee dare not look..y u go scare our bday gal lmao..i was abit scared 2,lookin at da eerie smting's gonna pop up as conclusion we drove back and went 2 a beach which is not a beach(pantai klebang which was reduced 2 a drainage system) whr thr is more ppl..and..i siao poses and kp askin 2 take photos haha..and..erm..i did a pose which was my hair covering my face and i act like a ghost..ARGARGARGARGARGARGARG..haha..but i deleted it coz soo lee was cuaked by tat photo..muz be really eerie hee

and thn due 2 soo lee din bring her hse key and her mum's waiting for her and we dun wan her mum 2 wait 2 late,we went back..and after her was my turn 2 go back,and it was abt 2am d tat time..lmao..and i was talkin abt my housing ppl kena hysteria b4 and lots more..thn..ok thn it happened hse corridors all lights thr..and my hse is located at 3rd floro smmore..lookin at it fr outside i oso feel abit ace become gentleman and straight cm down fr da car and accompany me upstairs(actually angeline offered 2 but i scared if she accompany me thn nobody accompany her down) thn angeline joined us..thx buddies:)

and thn tat was the end of it..phuh..had a wonderful night:)2 (sm1) dun emo d

Saturday, December 26, 2009

boxing day

dis year santa did visit me..santa gave me present (in a surprising way) hihi

and..i dreamed i am skipping..haha..

erm..ntg much 2 talk abt la..juz tat maybe im over sensitive like u said..sry and im not gonna keep any emotions 2wards u im not emo now:)

well..i wanna continue my studies d lo..time for play is over,now juz left one week for me 2 do enuf work and play for dis holiday..wanna finish my left abit bio and finish federal maths ques..won't be online 2 often d,and i'll sleep early d as i promised(and probably i oni gonna write blog at the end of every week..provided if i hav da time)

well..wanted 2 sing ktv but no chance..and din go 2 da beach..nvm ba..^^ and i think tat's all for now..take care 2 whoever reading this and sleep early,bathe early,drink more water and enjoy^^keep in touch:)

Friday, December 25, 2009

christmas eve

2day is christmas..i told (sm1) im gonna sleep late.. -o-

well..i met (sm1) face 2 face officially..and altho (sm1) denies it i stil think tat (sm1) looks good..hee and (sm1) didn't dissapoint me afraid im da one who dissapointed (sm1)..

and..well..we watched alvin and the chipmunks 2..hahahahaha lol..funny..and cute!!!i like theodore..oo so cute

and then..oh sorry 2 andrew..altho i did it on purpose..i poured a large amount of kicap pekat into his meal..hee..sorry sorry..and thx for da movie i love it^^

and halfway thru da movie i got a call fr dad..guess bro scored straight a's leh..andrew tiong liao..and he said "i bet his spm moral oso wil get a" wah at da face man..yea is right i spilled da kicap pekat in ur meal..huh..:p

and last..andrew went home early coz we all hav no further plans..but i didn't wan 2 go home so early so andrew stuck me wit chiing 2 fetch me home..(sm1) said he feel weird whn he saw me follow chiing home..well i dunno wad 2 say here coz i dun hav da mood 2 repeat all over agn since i explained 2 (sm1) and i know (sm1) wil understand:) bored spendin my 18th christmas eve at home so i kept on spamming..kaishern was my victim..haha kept doin da alien and crow sound..awk awk awk..XD and i did my own countdown for christmas after (sm1) went 2 gathering..listened 2 chipmunks Christmas dun be late..haha

and..ok i got 2 know dis guy keat wee who added me in msn..well smtimes his talkin got abit fish me talk half keep half..dunno wad fish he was talkin abt smmore..well dun wanna frust over it la since we juz knew each other..nxt time maybe wil hav a good chat:)

anyway..2day is christmas so..HAPPEE CHRISTMAS!!im goin 2 sleep now byebye^^

Tuesday, December 22, 2009


2day woke up at 9am..waited for soo lee 2 come my hse,then waited for tong 2 fetch us

tong reached my hse at 10am which is da supposed meeting time coz he had 2 pray(2day is dong zhi) we're late for da meeting lo hee

whn we reached botanical garden..owh it rained..and quite heavily we played awhile under da shed and i watched ivan carry out his "fire blast" cruel man,burn da ant for no purpose.. =s and then we went 2 butterfly farm as thr is shelter from da heavy rain..

whn we reached butterfly farm we had 2 pay rm6 for d entrance even tho we juz planned 2 go 2 da office 2 ask abt da lab-breeding thing..oklo..but in da office da people(basically is juz a guy) din spoke very politely lo..altho we kept our politeness all the time when speakin 2 him..but i can see ian and ivan and tong is abit fed-up wit him..hee..however,we did ordered for 5 butterflies 2 be bred in da lab..provided if is successful then we'll hav 5 butterflies by..saturday??(but i doubt it from da way da guy talked abt it)and we bought another 2 insects which is a green beetle and another dunno wad but green coloured oso..unique and looks nice:)

and then a..went 2 jusco 2 buy wrapping paper 2 wrap our project box..then ate thr at kfc..saw MY IDOL JJ thr..saw angela 2..(luckily we din go 2 secret recipe 2 eat..pokai+no full stomach hehe) then saw da sun came out and went back 2 botanical garden agn..

we catched sm bugs at botanical garden..caught sm crickets,ants,dunno wad more..but not bad la..coz thr are soooo few insects thr..hee..and went walkin walkin walkin while chatting..i stil remember da time whn me n ivan sesat in da botanical garden on our 1st group visit thr..hee..and then..oops,ivan slipped and fell..bruised himself,so kesian man..helped him plaster his hands but thn he took off oso..huh..XD and then we oso collected sm plants..we curi curi cut off da botanical garden's orchids!!!adui..da gardener sure fed-up wit us d now..hehe..sorry a..really really sorry..we'll make good use of tat orchid..hee

then a..we went 2 da bee farm at bukit katil..alot of bees thr leh..and tong oso let ivan drive whn we were findin tat farm from da description of da office boy..not bad la..juz tat..turn out DA OFFICE BOY LED US 2 DA WRONG WAY!!WE WERE ON DA HIGHWAY 2 JASIN ALREADY WHEN WE TURNED BACK!!!OFFICE BOY CALL DA KAMPUNG ROAD DA MAIN ROAD?!!ADUI..FISH FISH FISH..then we got da right direction from another worker and reached da bee farm..da boss of da farm is very nice ppl,heard we doin project and he presented us wit 5 nice preserved bees..for free!!nice person..thx boss!!

then..fetched ivan 2 his hse 2 change as he needed 2 pass smting 2 his cousin at dp..while waiting for him 2 change,tong taught me how 2 drive an auto car and i drove his..not bad la..but i like manual car better..maybe bcoz im used 2 it and drivin a manual oso gives me a very excited feelin..XD then i let tong drive and we fetched ivan 2 dp,thn back 2 his hse tong fetched me back..phiew..

and i reached home safely..oh not 2 safely oso la coz i oso cut my hand a little bit while cutting a plant..little little bit oni so doesn't make a difference..hee..guess wad,i reached home at abt 7pm..!whoa sooooo exhausted..2night goin sleep early liao..hee..

ok im tired so im gonna bathe and sleep right away..hee..thx again 2 fish who helped me so much in dis..^^ok byebye
BIG THANKS TO FISH FOR HELPING ME IN MY BIO PROJECT..OWE U ONE..THX!!!!(altho fish is not bio student fish stil helped me)FISH IS NICE DUN DENY

(star i din say u lose fish leh..if u need support i wil stil giv u 100% support de..dis is my will:))i stil support star and i support fish oso^^


Monday, December 21, 2009

(sm1) asked me 2 promise (sm1) not 2 use unhealthy words anymore..(sm1) said is for my own good..but i believe thr is another reason???(i think (sm1) heard smting or saw my older posts??)but i wanna say u nvr did dis b4 offence..hee(but (sm1) cannot be compared wit star coz they are different^^)

oklo at least (sm1) gave me a word to i will try my best:)

and..i gonna wake up early 2 paint 2morrow..oh ya 4got 2 say my newly-wed cousins came back from their honeymoon in bali..hee..nice couple..^^

and i gonna catch bug wit my group on tuesday..ian soo lee i hav 2 buy forceps later in the afternoon(now is monday d)..hee..last min oni prepare..(srry ian^^)

apa lagi leh..2day study phylum filicinophyta..dryopteris sp..lets see

dryopteris has rhizome n its leaves developed from thr,which are coiled and beneath the leaves surface are brown scales called ramenta..leaves are oso divided into pinnae which subdivides into pinnules..oh ya and young fronds(leaves) shows vernation which is uncoilin growth..rhizome oso bears adventitious roots..dryopteris oso is sporophyte dominant and its gametophyte is reduced 2 small prothallus(bryophyta is thallus ma)..bcoz filicinophyta is more developed it has true roots,leaves and stem,and has vascular dryopteris reproduce??it has horseshoe shaped sori(which inside has sporangia which forms spores)..sori are located on underside of fronds(fronds bearin sori are called sporophylls)..inside sori they hav indusium 2 protect them and of coz,sporangia..(sporangium consists of annulus which are cells wit thin outer wall and thick inner wall)in da sporangium,mother cells undergo meiosis 2 produce spores(haploid) which in dry weather is released by da stomium(cells wit thin walls) of sporangium..durin dis process,sporangium raptures at the stomium and annulus put the spores outwards..the spores germinate 2 form prothallus(heart shaped gametophyte) which has rhizoids,chloroplast,antheridia and archegonium on its underside..antherozoids are released when prothallus are covered wit water,movin 2wards oosphere by chemotaxis..zygote develops and new sporophyte forms..


Sunday, December 20, 2009

feelin guilty

went 2 see laren(sea) at jonker..

tong fetched me thr,2gether wit ace..wai meng couldn't make it though..b4 tat went,no comment..but chit chat n made fun lo..talked abt many many tings..also found out my bio has improved..muahahaha

whn i finally reached jonker..laren had juz finished his singin..conclusion,missed his singin again..haiz

but saw him and talked 2 him tong and ace left us thr 2 chat n went lepak themselves..

laren really changed alot..:)

then..went wit ace n tong 2 "car cruising"..guess wad..we did falsetto on da car,and we sang,and ace oso let us listen 2 his newly composed song...."ANGELINE~~~" was fun^^ and then went 2 jetty thr 2 juz walk n enjoy da night breeze..while chit chattin away of coz..nice

but..all the while my mind was distracted too..from text mssgin wit laren..and he said..he wanted 2 duet wit me on the 31st..but..


i dunno wad 2 say

thr's a past between us..altho is long ago..i dunno y but i still feel nervous when facin u

im sorry..but sorry is not the best answer..but stil,im sorry..hope u can understand..jia you:)

Saturday, December 19, 2009


2day...nonono is ytd

juz finished chattin wit (sm1) who (sm1) didn't wan (sm1) name 2 cm out in my blog..say (sm1) cuak dao..hee

(sm1) said many many tings in our i know wad's (sm1)'s dreams..

we talked from..pigging 2 painting 2 supportin my fren 2 cockroach 2 dream 2 my blog 2 lucky star day 2 (sm1) sis blog 2......................................................................

2 many i can't write here..later becm spam liao

here is wad i got

i made a symbol for (sm1)


(sm1) told me (sm1)'s dreams..used abt 50 lines 2

tat is not all leh..we talked abt each others dreams..(sm1) is like (sm1) but acts like a pig..lazy (sm1)

(sm1)'s favourite quotation:天道无为,道法自然,无为者顺其自然,自然无所不能为,this is 人生至高境界


(sm1) continued 2 used abt 80 lines 2 describe (sm1)'s plan

u say me luo shuo,u lagi luo shuo..i wanna make my blog shorter thn wad u say :p

(sm1) scared if im quiet whn (sm1) talk n wait for reply..well..smtimes im like dis de..coz i dunno wad 2 not angry:)

(sm1) is afraid of cocckroach..kacuak kacuak!!!

and (sm1) likes my bro so much..kings of the same feather crap 2gether???hahahahahhhahahahahahahaha..oops i forgot..not feather,is gills..haha..flying fish oso dun hav feather de..hehe

due 2 me supportin my fren sea later...due 2 i hav 2 wake early 2 paint balcony..most important is due 2 me wanting 2 make dis post shorter thn (sm1)'s chat earlier..i gonna stop now..haha..44 lines!!!hee..byebye^^

Friday, December 18, 2009

he he heeeeeeee

yesternight i had a dream agn..whole street filled wit ppl wearin traditional red dress(the one use for wedding de) and shoutin n cheering..thn..i walked thru those ppl..n i saw a kid singin dis song

红灯笼 刚被人点亮 已落满白霜
红衣裳 雕着花的床 陈旧了新娘
容颜是种罪 青春是露水
清晨上了妆 黄昏卸了妆

thn i felt smting...n i sang fr thr

水中花 怎么能开
死一回 才能活过来
换一句清白 旋涡和火海

thn i woke up feelin weird..haha

actually dis is a song..i saw on youtube..last time it was on my playlist but no more coz i changed it..hehe..but maybe it brought smting tat's y i'll suddenly dream abt it..haha

the last verse is like dis

流着眼泪笑 皱着眉头望

smhow is meaningful dis song

thn i woke n my dad told me thr's smting he want us 2 do(me n my bro)


we painted my grill fr mornin till 4 smting..altho is i finished most part of dad n bro went 2 rest earlier..hehe

but not bad work la we i had my trainin b4 school holiday..altho i got "abandoned" in the toilet at last..those who know..u know la..hehe

i satisfied wit my im happy..^^

2morrow i gonna go jonker 2 support my him 海(sea)..feel abit guilty coz last time whn he ask me go out everytime i rejected..hehe..anyway jia you lo 海..i wil go see u la

thn hor..i oso found out alot abt our chat..he not only nice but he oso nice..hehe dunno how 2 describe la..n i found out star tracked me readin his blog..haiz..but i track him oso no point..lame..hehe..i finally able 2 face him liao lo so i feel happy but 感慨 at the same time..missed so much of each others life..but since now we hav very few tings 2 share d tat lo..hmmph..

lastly i stil wan 2 repeat FISH IS NICE altho dunno repeat how many times d..hehe..and i wan 2 say star is oso a nice person,juz tat im hurt doesn't mean star not nice ok..i expected it 2 happen but i juz dun expect it 2 be dis fast n abit cold(2 me) tat's y im hurt..conclusion,star is stil a nice wan me 2 say, FISH BEATS STAR..haha juz jk la..but i know dis..FISH IS NICE FISH IS CUTE:)hehe byebye

Thursday, December 17, 2009

no piggie for me d

yesternight i had a very weird dream and a bad one......again


smting abt fish tomato..but in the end is stil abt star star star star star *&^%$#@!

few posts enuf 2 make me like dis???i think 2 much d la


i dunno y but it made me feel like cryin in my sleep leh..made my cardiac muscle beat fast fast fast fast chek ak la smtimes..sedih man..y u invade my sweet dream again and again ha..can u let me hav a peace of mind???

haiz stupid me

no time wan 2 emo over it adi lu..i m okokokokokok..haha..wan 2 study d..huh..byebye :P

Wednesday, December 16, 2009


i said i will put dis on my blog,n i did..muahaha

i met a fish,a very high fish..n a nice one 2..haha

fish introduced me 2 dis country in south africa called sierra leone,and da capital for dis country is freetown..interesting name heh,town free of everyting,free of famish,free of burden of $$ and of dirty politics..freetown..hope we can realise dis freetown in da future although is a very very very far dream haha

fish loves outdoor activities..bein a fish is nice coz fish can swim everywhr it likes^^

oh ya n fish is called osteichthyes in bio hehe

oh here i wanna talk smting abt soul n death..dis is a very mysterious topic 2 me n very religious 2 sm ppl..alot of ppl hav their own thoughts abt it altho they dun dare 2 voice out..but this is a fact,tat all of us are gonna die one is no offence talkin abt least in here hehe..

so i wanna voice out a fren's thought which has brought a new spark 2 me in dis..

humans are not from earth
we are from another planet
we're diagnosted of carrying the criminal gene
then being thrown to earth
(maybe tat's y sm religion say we're born wit sin..?)
if we do good deed
then when we died..some kind of brain wave(electrical impulses)
that carries out memories(which we believe is soul)
would be collected by some kind of reception device
if we do good deeds
then we can go back to our original planet
known as heaven
if we do bad things
then we would be sent to another planet
known as hell
which would ultimately be destroyed

as a result of revolution in our original planet
they found out some kind of evidence
that showed that some of the people are born with criminal gene
then they decided to destroy those carrying it
but in the end they didn't
so they sent us to earth
to give us another chance
if we did nothing good or bad
we would reborn in earth again

the evidence to this
is the theory of revolution
there is no proof that human are developed from any creature
what we believed is the primates ancestors
but so far we can't find any creatures that links us to the development from that creature
it's kind of impossible for human to develop from there
meaning that possibly,human are popped out of the blue
and the second evidence
is religion
maybe they are sent by people from our original planet
to help turn us good
all the religions actually originated from one source
only that they came in different times and places
which are not interconnected
but there are similarities among all religions
that is the belief of heaven and hell
there are no explanation
maybe they are actually the same teaching
they are not from earth
they are from our original planet
besides that,the condition of earth is not suitable for human
examples are like the air and temperature
and diseases like influenza
that till now,we still couldn't find the cure

there is also another theory about soul
they are believed to be some kind of wave
that carries memory
brain is the reception device
maybe in the future it's possible to transfer the wave between brains

dis is juz one of the thoughts i got offence to any religion,is not a theory,juz an idea to spark..if u can't bear juz dun read lo,simple:)

oh by the way,human is,following da taxonomy hierarchy,in the sequence of kingdom phylum class order family genus and species,an animalia chordata mamalia primates hominidae homo time again haha..byebye^^

Monday, December 14, 2009

back fr singapore back fr sg..durin dis time..alot of ppl like dunno im gone haha

1st day
hmm..began journey at 11am,reach sg at abt 2pm..went 2 my aunt's apartment in jurong east by taxi(my 1st time gettin on a mercedes taxi haha)n found out my uncle n my cousin had went back 2 mcca by their own cars tat morn..(they were visitin sg for a treatment for my uncle)..thn waited for my aunt 2 return fr work while chattin wit my cousin n sleep..oh i found out tat my cousin(ming wei),who's takin computer science course in australia,has graduated n currently takin master geng leh..he's da 1st 1 in my family 2 take a master course lo..thn..whn my aunt came back we went 2 周庄(zhou's family restaurant) 2 hav a buffet dinner..nice chinese food,my dad likes da crystal dumpling thr..i like da jasmine jelly..thn my other aunt n her daughter(my cousin yi hui) joined us thr after they returned fr work oso..oh n i oso found out cousin yi hui's takin a course 2 go 2 china.walala n thn a..went 2 my big aunt's apartment which is juz located one floor above my 2nd aunt's hse(in which we were stayin) n saw sm weddin photos of cousin yi hui(she married a nice shanghai guy o,n whn they married my dad went 2 china 2 visit them haha) n discussed alot lo..thn a..hmmm..i found out tat sg really got alot of skyscrapers,as it experiences lack of ground for its population..oso found out tat in sg thr's ALOTLOTLOTLOT of restaurants located in shoppin centres..n ALOTLOTLOTLOT ppl who simply loves shopping..everywhr juz seems so crowded..phuh..n da public transport system is juz so efficient..100x better thn malaysian..walao thr are taxis n bus stops everywhr,n thr's da mrt,so is really uneccessary 2 own a car(unless u wanna travel far)..da buses are stoppin non-stop at each stop,is so easy 2 travel!!!

2nd day
walked 2 a hawker centre 2 stops away fr da apartment n ate kuey like kuey tiow in m'sia,juz tat it has not been sliced n is in big big n thin thin form..but nice though..n thn we walked back 2 my aunt's hse n packed our luggage,hired a taxi n travelled 2 another aunt's apartment in geylang..n they hav a balcony upstairs,planted wit flowers n we get 2 enjot da city view fr cousin helen thn came back fr her er-hu class n she changed her er-hu wit a new 1..which costs SD1600!!!!!!!walao..n i played wit her er-hu haha,wit all da eek-eek sound protrudin until i kp laughin haha..i oso found out my grandpa who was a m'sia migrant fr china,knew how 2 play er-hu n often played it in his nice 1..n i oso glanced thru sm of their secondary workbooks(maths mainly) n found out da std is really high..the sec 3 maths is teachin f4 f5 syllabus..waaa..thn at night went 2 orchard road 2 view da lights..alot of shoppin malls..n it was traffic jamming so we juz enjoyed da views in my uncle's car..also took sm pics of da road,wil post them in my fb later^^n i oso went 2 enjoy da night view in sg fr my aunt's balcony..nice view^^

3rd day
went 2 eat buffet agn at sakura wit my aunts n uncles..wah nice 1,got chinese dim sum,japanese food,n european food..da seafood thr,baked shrimps n clams,plus da sushi,sashimi,oysters..waah it was worth da $$$ la..thn went 2 chinatown or smting like tat..waa..shopped at a few shoppin malls thr fr 11 smting am till 8 smting pm???oh no my feet felt very sore man..n everywhr was crowded woooooo.....i bought 2 shirts n a pair of sport shoes thr..haha n at night we went 2 suntec shoppin mall lo..thr's a fountain of wealth thr,da world's biggest fountain..went 2 touch da water haha..thn went 2 see osteichthyes(koi fish) in da mall..believe it or not,if fed well dis koi fish can live up 2 50-70 yrs..n da longest lifespan of koi has reached a record of 226 yrs,which is a female koi passed fr generations 2 generations of a japan family..geng hor..n after our dinnerat a western food restaurant we went home..nice..n guess wad,da espresso thr juz cost SD1.20!!!small small cup kao kao like da european coffee..walao..

at last we came back home lo..on da 4th day..wooh surely a luxurious trip..nxt time on my visit i sure will visit da national science gallery thr n see da theatre they introduced me,n i oso wan 2 pay a visit 2 da national museum n see da Van Gogh paintings of da cat..great impressionist he was,but not appreciated..til he became insane in his final yrs n died a pauper..n after his death oni ppl start 2 appreciate him..his paintings are da highest price sellers over da world now,but is no use lo..oni hope he knew it smwhr he lived..i can oni dedicate dis song Vincent in my playlist 2 him,3rd song i think..special song made for him dis 1..nice song..i oso found dis song,way back into love,original singer,which i was reminded how i liked it in da mall..hehe..kla stop here..i've updated my story lo mau mau u muz update me urs whn u cm back lo..mau mau is a big brother who cares for me,n i juz found out oo,u hav da heart for children oso..haha nice oneXD byebye

Sunday, December 6, 2009


hmm..altho dis few nights started 2 sleep early,but i stil experiencin sleepin prob..sleep wake sleep wake sleep wake..thn feel restless in da morn..but my mood change d lo..more happy :)stil hav many many frens by my side,company me..smmore got books n music got my guitar back i can play abit abit whn i no mood,so better d:) thn i can talk 2 my frens abt many tings..hey mau mau whn ur phone wanna fix la..lalalala

thn nxt week i goin 2 singapore if no problem..goin catch bugs wit my group:ian,ivan soo lee.thn..grace say wanna go ktv..when leh??set 1 day la..i so long nvr sing d..ooh lookin forward 2 sing..2day is my cousin's marriage..da bride so pretty..oolala..n got abit abit funny tings happen durin da ceremony..haha

thn a..hmm..i saw ur youtube d lo jj..saw u singin爱的就是你..nice..but i like da original version u sang at qec whn f3 or smting..tat was da 1st time i heard u singin tat song,n honestly,i LOVE it..thn u sang 你是我的眼 in f5..remember da fashion show??tat was da 1st time i heard da song i LOVE it very very much..U'RE MY IDOL 4EVER JJ!!!JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!


我真的没有骗你 没有骗你~~~~


Thursday, December 3, 2009

i've been sleepin at 2am the earliest for few days d..stupid fuckin dreams keep tired of it d..n im not eatin much abit oni fell full my stomach feels weak,my intestines feel weak,my head feels weak..i hope i get sick soon zzz

i dunno wad i goin 2 do..tryin hard 2 ctrl my emotion..wad i wan 2 do now is study..hav 2 contain myself d..

n tat day tong n ace came my hse..i practisin back my guitar..i hope it can help tune back my life..

im not askin u 2 believe but i really do care abt dis frenship..not i dun wan 2 secure but it won't be like the old days d..those days are over i think

and not tat i dun wan 2 giv him a chance, not like u n i didn't experience wad u've gone thru..wad u said yes they make sense but..i dunno how 2 describe it..relationship is such an impossible word 2 me right now..i know he's wit me all da time n he stays thru bad times,he's a nice guy no doubt..da problem is at me..can i put down my past n throw aside all odds 2 be wit him?i really dunno..juz leave it for now n let time prove everyting ok?

right now i juz wanna concentrate on my studies 1st..stpm is my goal..n the epithelium in my stomach n those exocrine glands in my stomach n endocrine glands in my brain are secreting hormones n hydrochloric acid,my epithelium in intestines n goblet cells n ducts secreting digestive enzymes,sending electrical impulses thru my nervous system from dendrons 2 cell body n away fr it along axons fr one neuron 2 another by acetylcholine in synaptic knobs,all da way 2 my brain(interneurons),conducting my efferent(motor) neuron 2 au revoir :)

Wednesday, December 2, 2009


Blogging at 3am..wad the hell am i doin here...?i juz can't seem 2 sleep..and i dun think i wanna sleep either..i keep havin weird dreams that frighten me(not bad dreams totally but weird)..n thr's 1 person tat keeps on appearing in my dreams..yyyyyyyy???adui

wad la...