tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32115416539352658962024-03-06T17:30:25.941+08:00alien_91xinerblurr,straight thinkin type of gal who likes 2 laugh..tat's me!i think im cute but quite hard headed,but i hav my own principles..i wan 2 be cool.tat's who i am..^^xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.comBlogger74125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-82704919118759571492012-04-22T20:41:00.000+08:002012-04-22T20:41:10.624+08:00一点点点点。。<span style="font-size: large;">好久好久没写东西了。最后一次写,应该是快一年前的事了吧。</span><div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">这一年里,发生了好多好多事呢。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">辞掉了新加坡的工作,跑来金保读大学。在这里生活的还不错,认识了好几个朋友,成绩不错,过着三八的宅女生活。只是,不在像以前那么疯狂了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">有点怀念以前疯狂的日子啊。。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">大伯在去年十月逝世了。爸很伤心。失去了长久的伙伴,心灵的引导,让他感觉空空的。身在金保的我,无法常常回家陪他。不知家里现在是否真的一切都好?思念的心,真的恨不得立刻飞回家对他们唠叨一番。。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">再这里,认识了一班男生,风格真的跟川,在爵,凯威他们很相似。让我想回以前和你们一起颠,一起笑的时光。可惜,下学期开始,又不能和他们一起上课了。有聚必有散,聚散无常啊。我会怀念和你们一起上课的开心的日子,盼我们以后有缘再联络。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">大选又快降临了。时光不留人,转眼间,五年又过去了。很可惜,五年后,执政政府还是没吸取教训,还曝露了不少丑闻。慢慢的,发现自己也被反对党影响了。针对某些课题,没能理智分析状况而深感遗憾。是该让头脑清醒了,毕竟,有些事情,受过很多因素影响,不是说反了就能改变一切的。看了一位朋友的文章,稍稍点醒了我。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">是的,大马教育基金,不是说废了就能废掉,它也有它的害处。大马的学生,态度和成熟度都还有待改进,不能和别的国家相比较。大马的政治,也有很多很多需要改善之处。人民的思想需要改变,不是一味的让任何政党给“洗脑”。只是,政府太腐败,是时候改变了。大马的政治,还有很长的路要走啊。。</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">。。。好多好多感想,却不知从何下笔。笔力,最终还是生锈啦。。。有缘再以笔相会吧hehehe^^</span></div>xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-79000538619604631932011-03-14T22:45:00.002+08:002011-03-14T23:38:55.710+08:00I Am A Malaysian<span style="font-size:130%;">Malaysia.. What does one have to say about it?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">Being a Malaysian..There are proud things to say and those really bad things as well..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">Lets start with culture..Bein in Singapore opened up my eyes towards the culture here, and I feel that upbringin of the new generation in Malaysia (most) are better..I dunno whether it's just me or it's really like this, but peoplke in Malaysia is more friendly..And we respect older people.. And we're not as vain..more polite..Chinese in Malaysia (especially those brought up in Chinese primary school) have more of our own culture, our own identity compared to those in Singapore.. And life in Malaysia is less stressful.. Living in Malaysia is actually not that bad :)</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">BUT...Malaysian politics..haih..really..I talked abit about it with my boss today..and i sure got alot to say..haha..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">Firstly, Malaysian politics is very, mind you, VERY IMMATURE!!!!!!!!!!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">Try going to the Parliament to see the debates..Politicians shouting impolite words, scolding each other like FISH..Sometimes I wonder, are they fighting between political parties or debating about social issues??? Aren't political parties, or, more specifically, POLITICIANS THAT IS CHOSEN BY PEOPLE TO DO WORK, supposed to WORK TOGETHER TO BRING A BETTER FUTURE TO THE COUNTRY, TO BRING SOLUTIONS TO PROBLEMS FACED BY THE PEOPLE????IS FIGHTING GOING TO BRING A SOLUTION OR MAKE THINGS BETTER?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">HOW ARE THINGS SUPPOSED TO TURN BETTER IS A POLITICIAN CAN JUST WALK AWAY FROM THE PARLIAMENT DURING A DEBATE FOLLOWING HIS EMOTIONS?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">WHY DIDNT HE BRING UP THE PEOPLE'S PROBLEMS BEFORE HE WALK AWAY,AND NOT JUST SHOUT WORDS LIKE "JANTAN"....?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">It is really a laughing stock to foreign people if they see this..imagine..we chose these people to lead the country..HOW WILL IT REFLECT UPON US AS MALAYSIAN CITIZENS?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">And the government is damn corrupted...I dunno if this is good or bad..Good side is, if you have money$$$$, you can solve almost everything in Malaysia..not to mention law-breaking, efficiency etc etc..Bad side is, it really affects the country status and image. And it's really unfair for people..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">And..cases that haven't been solved although it's been already years..What the government would do is to drag drag drag the case until the "passion" cools, and it would probably be forgotten..Think about Altantuya's case..or Teoh Beng Hock's case..Those who died in jail (not to mention shot dead by police, beaten to death, rape cases etc etc)..Is justice served equally to all Malaysian or is it just a sweet talk? What will you feel if it happens to you and what you can do is just wait hopelessly and swallow the anger?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">Malaysia is still losing intellect in various fields..especially those needed to bring wealth and improvement into the country..Example,engineering, biotechnology, business brains etc etc. What happens here is there is no NO NO equality towards intellects in the bureaucracy..They do not give the intellects the chance to show their skills, to work together with "upper level" people to find solutions. Intellects face suppresses, having to share the same pay with people of lower level education but few years senior..Most important thing is, they face alot of difficulties whn mentioning thoughts to seniors..Bureaucracy, instead of helping the system run smoothly, has become an obstacle. There is no place for engineers to claim their rights, to seek solution from when there is a problem. Best solution, work in foreign countries. At least they give better conditions, they have a better place to voice out. Not only this happens to engineers, but to other intellects as well. If Malaysian government doesn't change this, they will lose more and more in the future.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">And the public transport. Haih..dun wanna talk abt it. Public transport is like FISH in Malaysia. Since the government took over the whole system, it deteriorated alot.ALOT. Inefficient.. As a result, people resort to buying cars, and it contributes to pollution. Those talks government give on going green..To the government, please think about what you can do to keep people going on buses and trains. PLEASE IMPROVE YOUR PUBLIC TRANSPORT!!! LEARN FROM YOUR NEIGHBOURING COUNTRY AT LEAST. dun spend so much on unnecessary things like useless water projects. What is the use of millions of dollars spent on drainage system when Johor and Melaka is still facing flood problems after so long?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">Please, when you shout out 1Malaysia, make sure you at least do it on the surface...Dun juz sit down shout and take no action.ACTION SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS.start by making your systems merit based. It helps alot you know. and dun fight within the party when you havin this slogan. How r u goin 2 uite the country when you yourselves are fighting among yourselves?DO YOU EXPECT ME TO BELIEVE IT???</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">What is a government when itself cannot unite and give protection to the people?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">I want a country safe to live in with minimal racism. I want a government that is clean. I want a system that is efficient. I want a transparent government system. I want justice to be served to every person in this country. I want equal rights. I want to be proud when Iexclaim "I AM A MALAYSIAN."</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">That is my thought as a Malaysian. Hope i dun get caught for this :)</span>xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-89968485481360716972010-12-29T22:11:00.003+08:002010-12-29T22:33:44.248+08:00in sg<span style="font-size:130%;">im in sg now everyone :)<br /><br />life's really really really busy here..alot of stress but i think im adapting 2 it :)<br /><br />i went out with andrew last week on christmas day..got his advice abt wad i shud do.of course,he did it in an unexpected way,describing the details n makin me feel comfortable wit it n my decision.<br /><br />to liang aka star>wad u said i got listen ok,juz didn hav enough courage until andrew said it.but i think u ard know tat haha<br /><br />to andrew> thanks for ur advice..n company whn im in like heartache state.i really appreciate it ALOT :) if go genting work thn muz let me know ya<br /><br />to laren> dun waste ur time on me,dun u think i've been avoiding u all this while?<br /><br />to maumau>miss ur unique laugh.<br /><br />to whoever who's workin or findin a job>good luck!!<br /><br />Derrick aka chicken XD> i wanna go gym leh..if i got time in march can jio ppl out?<br /><br />winford,ruling,kye wei,ejynn>i miss y'all,y no news???<br /><br />way ming>take care,hope u get well soon :) amitabha<br /><br />well..so much for the messages i wanna convey..<br /><br />everybody's nice here,the colleagues r patient to teach me,boss is nice,he even gave me my first ever christmas present!!!and he's kind hearted :) one day whn i didn eat lunch he offered half of his sandwich 2 me coz i was "disappearing" haha<br /><br />everybody seems 2 be stuffing me wit food n they think im thin(which is very true) but..well i've been felein nauseous since i was here..dunno y..smtimes hungry but after a few bites like full d..haix..so i think im getting thinner :( bad sign TT<br /><br />2day is the day i feel not nauseous haha i finished my meals XD and i feel satisfied..i feel tat i earned my salary..Mr Yap is right i think..i think im kind of a workaholic XD well it's better thn emo all the time right Mau??XD<br /><br />startin 2 cope wit stress..everybody's wishes, motivation,good will,is pushing me thru..thank y'all for tat and I LOVE Y'ALL MUACKXXXXXXXX<br /><br />but of coz..i mis dad,i miss mum,i miss every single fren,i miss mum's cookin,i miss mr khoo n mr shu,i miss school, i miss my bed,,haha homesick d..<br /><br />i'll be ok :)</span>xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-18386581071590427992010-12-25T12:42:00.003+08:002010-12-25T13:40:53.097+08:00christmas<span style="font-size:130%;">juz came back from singapore..at midnight..dunno wad im supposed 2 feel.confused yet somehow clear..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">my mind is clear,i know wad i should do..but somehow my heart feels confused.guess i can't let myself drop down deeper..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">feelin down on christmas day..haix..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">to cho liang,juz how many times r u gonna apologise?i told u it's not ur fault,so stop apologising,i dun blame u :) if anyone is to blame,thn let me be the one.i fell into this,chose it myself even though i knew i ought not to.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">so many ppl arnd me,so many guys,yet...haix</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">well..decision will be made in time..n the answer's comin up slowly..slowly becomin clear..juz wait for one word,one word (maybe 2) then it's...set??</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">hmm..anyway i hav 2 b optimistic.hav 2 face it strong.it's another "barrier" right?will hav many many more to come in the future,especially work n results.hope everyting wil b ok n i'll be healthy.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">hmm..i guess tat's all for my recent post..hope everybody will be healthy n ok,will contact y'all n i miss y'all very much.andrew,liang,fk,tong,ejynn,soo lee,soo lin,kye wei,jj,matthew,ming ann,jeffrin etc etc etc and those who r in foreign countries as well,kinn weng,fish n others.i hope y'all r ok n happy wit life</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">last but not least, thanks to winford for ur wishes for christmas.appreciate the fact tat u stil rmb me after so long :) miss y'all so much :) okla,if i continue im gonna go crazy missing everyone.bb and MERRY CHRISTMAS ^.^</span>xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-46261791602116412332010-09-09T23:56:00.002+08:002010-09-10T00:02:43.768+08:00<object width="400" height="300"><param name="allowfullscreen" value="true" /><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always" /><param name="movie" value="http://vimeo.com/moogaloop.swf?clip_id=12998303&server=vimeo.com&show_title=1&show_byline=1&show_portrait=1&color=&fullscreen=1&autoplay=0&loop=0" /><embed src="http://vimeo.com/moogaloop.swf?clip_id=12998303&server=vimeo.com&show_title=1&show_byline=1&show_portrait=1&color=&fullscreen=1&autoplay=0&loop=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" allowscriptaccess="always" width="400" height="300"></embed></object><p><a href="http://vimeo.com/12998303">Selepas Tsunami (With Mandarin Subtitles)</a> from <a href="http://vimeo.com/komas">Pusat KOMAS</a> on <a href="http://vimeo.com">Vimeo</a>.</p><br /><br />I dun wanna comment anything here..juz watch and analyse before you make a choice,tat's the message :)</p><p>THIS VIDEO IS SOLELY FOR INFORMATION.xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-16702957661611176702010-07-05T23:39:00.004+08:002010-07-06T00:14:20.015+08:00Thank u post<span style="font-size:130%;">Today is my birthday,so i want to spend the last few moments here to express my gratitude.<br /><br />Firstly,i wanna thank my parents.Thanks to mum for bringin me into the world and raise me up wit good moral values..And thanks to my dad too for educating me with facts from world and from life as well..you gave the best to me and although sometimes i've been sensitive with your words and all,i stil feel very grateful for having the chance to learn from the world and for you to provide me with a cozy home and good food..love ya<br /><br />Thanks to my teachers for educating me with facts and social matters too..since daycare to kindergarten to primary to secondary to high school including tuition teachers..being able to learn from y'all,whether through the easy or the hard way,has given me so much strength and experience..<br /><br />To my bro..thanks for quarreling wit me...???hahaha..life would hav been dull if i had no one to argue with..haha<br /><br />thanks to my friends as well..i fell down really hard in my past and thanks to y'all for giving me a 2nd chance and enough support so i can get back on my feet again..i'm able to face myself becoz of y'all..whether you're online frens or real-life frens (especially the real life frens) i've learned so much from y'all and they made me a better person than the past,through the hard or easy way.y'all supported me through the hard times and gave me enough motivation to move on..i've learned so much life's philosophy from y'all and you made me accept myself for who i am,unique,eccentric,whatever you say.i feel more happy than b4 now wit y'all around..thx for always listening 2 me n my problems despite all ur personal agendas..you guys really are great<br /><br />thanks to ppl around me,my relatives,thanks to my cousin spouse who gave birth to such a cute niece..thanks to y'all for helping me with choices and view upon the world..<br /><br />thanks to all the strangers that helped me..without your help i would not hav survived so easily..even those who had passed away but left the world with such valuable information and inventions and philosophies..becoz of u we ppl can live a more comfortable life..<br /><br />thanks to my enemies in the past n current enemies too..altho i dun make enemies..those who i dun like and dun like me as well,whether is openly and officially or in the dark..those who cheated n hurt me..thanks to you for exposing me to another part of this world,altho it is ugly but it is also the reality and thanks to y'all for lettin me face this and gainin a wider view towards the world in another angle..thru these i am able to learn to get up from a fall as well,with or without help.i learn to be strong as well as vulnerable..i learned to deal with things..so thank you<br /><br />now more specifically i wanna thank all those ppl who remembered my bday n wished me as well..ian ivan ming ann angeline jared nigel laren liang(star)<br /><br />oh!!to liang..thanks for the bday gift..not bad haha..wad's his name??and for nigel,thanks for the bday cake..secret reccipe man,not cheap..<br /><br />to those who wished me i would like to thank y'all..altho i did in fb..and i would like to wish y'all a great future ahead..and be blessed with good health as well as sanity..hope y'all enjoy your life dun forget to work hard..hav a good life ahead^^ chillax </span>xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-28503687210155729332010-06-20T16:36:00.013+08:002010-06-20T17:48:09.037+08:00reply to posts<span style="font-size:130%;">Lately there are a lot of negative comments about the issue regarding legalisation of betting by the government. I kinda like the idea though. You see, with or without the legalisation,with or without the license, betting will still continue. So i think it's a better idea that they legalised it,because in our culture,we are not prohibited from doing so.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">However,this move might cause social problems,or more accurately, make the problems worse,as stated by PAS during their demonstration to oppose this move.Though,i wanna remind you something, that is, gambling is there all these while,and so are the problems that co-exist,namely ceti haram,a-long etc.they will not dissapear in a short period of time. Whether you legalise betting or not they will still be there. So we can't blame the government's move for causing these problems, when we, ourselves, are the root of the problems.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">Gambling or betting do not cause social problems.Failing to control ourselves does.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">Tun Dr. Mahathir made a fair comment. According to Agenda Daily, he said</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">"Mungkin pendapat saya berbeza sedikit dengan orang lain. Sama ada lesen judi dikeluar atau tidak, judi tetap berlaku di negara kita kerana orang-orang Cina memang suka berjudi."</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">"Jadi kalau dia berjudi tanpa lesen, tidak ada satu cara untuk kita menentukan perjudian itu tidak berleluasa. Ini kerana judi tidak haram bagi orang Cina, tetapi haram bagi orang Islam dan orang Islam jangan berjudilah. Kalau mereka didapati berjudi tangkaplah mereka."</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">I agree with the statement. However,the "kerana orang-orang Cina memang suka berjudi" statement, in my opinion, can be cut off. No offense.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">But i think along with this move,the government should include education as part of the package too. In fact,we're the ones who should play the role of educating those around us so that people would know better to make a wise choice,or at least control ourselves, to prevent the bad outcomes of uncontrolled betting. Although it looks ironic,but we are just doin our parts to prevent bad things from happening. Just like in some countries, drugs are prohibited but at the same time they set up centres for drug addicts to switch used syringes with new ones.It seems ironic and clashing with what they practise,like they are encouraging it in a way.But fact is, it actually helped reduce AIDS in the country.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">Actually i think there are agendas more worth commenting in the government than the legalisation thing. Such as the recent idea of using RM600 million to build another Parliament building and Istana Negara. Here's a couple of photos of them i found on sites.</span><br /><br /><br /><p><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5484783637679510034" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 266px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhG0467y3P7yNnnoCPkkjVCrZET1-yFdlM8s2b5ljPRUa-1-fxKGMkwTbyAdqovUlGgq6HG3f3QwBIrLm5eWeyeWmaOPW632f9sUYhYCSM961yGIjDMvf4TBqy4bE_TYb7DC9PVq_tMZvQQ/s400/p1" border="0" /></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5484783800874022066" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 276px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh1IHAIqHckn4rlB34ivoFKVvlHCMl8U393oGoEasZOm3Srd7F7CzRcW2kNbXcpzx-C05aJIwtQAcIk44cdBpccpJ_wJCtVWmsTlbr6TqhTLSvPER8Kq1sErDrE-F_PEKQNfKVx-7lBiRXV/s400/p2.jpg" border="0" /> </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5484783941841085458" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 346px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 224px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjOLFiHvd1vtnpm3o7sD9Y3HoN5Y7z1cyzDEtJKYWT7U3XiiF1n07ho7wdKPSr27xPzHNlxnnBahfONYJwkGI0n-U_GnYWHey8NwhdQRs4SaxOKHOEjKTC-i52PjsxaTt7DJ0213TBZy5CQ/s400/p3.jpg" border="0" /> </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5484784077504413234" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 275px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 183px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjFjjQnfm51C8MhcRog9hp65lHcPb1mj9FugohPHwJIQkvp6KvzJcMk_CC8Rj0d1HaYgVWyhL8Om3uETOPn4L4FjQwAGf0FbpnvUuemIVHFt3wSh0GrFD412NR1ZOwsG3ZdmXiMDUMC-P1F/s400/p4.jpg" border="0" /> </span></p><p><span style="font-size:130%;">That is the Parliament..Now let's have a look of the National Palace</span><br /></p><p><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5484785112961128258" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 272px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgXyhtFgCuakt5A8G9eN_DNiuOZV0znhcVBWjQsGC3vUzcX0Rcy8Da9uVxT8BxSXX4MMreuG6DaCFvp_4EveggMTZDR2Wu95MhEH1SeDa4thRlhbTKMMcQzntyWYETYCORAKQHmPUBM6UbV/s400/i1.jpg" border="0" /></span></p><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5484785248088074594" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 276px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 183px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhgj9I-Jqw8-EJ3BTHMHFxoAi-Mg6-Cj4FB31O5aw1GtYQ6f_NzvojfJlU2Vqqa8HHoC-CvC2KOqn14HZYzhKxYTlKBdqAbtzN57JxwqP1h1XbOIDjwkwnjtP3JWT9nTAK6XHU7dwBHllwn/s400/i2.jpg" border="0" /> </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5484785506854489778" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 288px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjbuz8ULtJCXkCU39W8JVpUhgmvoSkGKSEEVls5rryQWs9CmLEfsY1_LPxBy7wKAFRjvOsP-_U6KiIipNstY0mMFqJ_Hy2SY2EGWp6KTozU8cHe-i8tuM-kUU2XZCHlSrYJU2z5b7HrVNlQ/s400/i3.jpg" border="0" /><br /></span><p><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5484785639842018018" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 388px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 302px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi2WXUiKKENtham0mm08tD272BYlYMF1hmH1H3Vhzbjg8UJ7meIHJhJ8w3YEgsL9JKVSh0UdY6re2vMxyePaL-DdmgFXkQ869R558gYi9YCtjwq1vC5Rud6cVNLhsSI1CosgdmrNWTzHPvl/s400/i4.jpg" border="0" /></span></p><p><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:130%;">What i wanna ask is, do we actually need a new Parliament building?Not to mention of course,the national palace. I think it's enough with these majestic structures. Can't we wait until our country is richer?Those money should be used for the people,aren't they?</span></p><p><span style="font-size:130%;">Why dun you use some portion of that money to help the Sarawak people instead of "making a deal with them" in the by-election?It came from our pockets anyway.</span></p><p><span style="font-size:130%;">Why dun you use that money to provide or help the people in need?Or you can use it to do something for the subsidiaries about to be cut.</span></p><p><span style="font-size:130%;">I just think it's too much. Just be careful so we dun end up like Greece.</span></p>xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-54104091990044768052010-06-19T00:02:00.004+08:002010-06-19T01:02:36.794+08:00sad case<span style="font-size:130%;">i mentioned abt quarrelin in the last post,n how everybody seems like wanna get a piece of it..now i m gonna SS!!<br /><br />well im glad i did end it in a civilised way..at least is way better thn wad she did anyway<br /><br /><object height="385" width="480"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/0LDlfob3Jzg&hl=en_US&fs=1&"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/0LDlfob3Jzg&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="450" height="355"></embed></object></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">tat's a sad case..thr r so many ppl around but not one dares 2 raise up a hand 2 stop it from happening.they r like gatherin around to get a piece of her humiliation.some of them knew it was wrong but didn hav da courage 2 stand up for wad is right</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">to tat gal in da pinky outfit..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">do u settle problems over a few slaps?no.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">do u solve matters wit a few slaps?if it is so,everyone would hav done it over slaps n move on wit life.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">wad did she do 2 earn her slapping?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">it is not ok 2 slap ppl.n mind u,smtimes verbal attacks can make much much more damage to a person thn actions..(not tat i encourage it but tat's da truth)</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">smokin is not good for health</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">dun really think u r in control of everyting juz bcoz it seems so..dun really think u r the "big sis" juz bcoz ppl calls u tat,coz tat is not a respect u earned</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">dun think ppl respects u bcoz u hav a louder voice.we respect ppl bcoz of their wisdom</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">to tat gal behind the scene who recorded the whole ting</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">shame on u</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">u meant for it 2 be a humiliation..ur aim is achieved</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">it has become a humiliation FOR YOU</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">u humiliate ppl bcoz u think u r not good enuf thn they are</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">or juz like 2 see ppl in a situation like dis?</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">anyway,shame on u</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">n yea,ur shrill voice is irritating :)</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">to those ppl around</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">hav some sense in you</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">bring up some courage to stand for what's right</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">at least it's better than 2 feel guilty for letting ppl deal wit dis for the rest of their lives</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">consider this</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">if u stopped dis,if u did make an action</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">dis video wouldn't hav been thr</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">tat pinky gal (who i believe is 2 childish 2 know wad's right) would hav been saved from dis humiliation</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">her future might be saved</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">of course,im not blaming y'all for her changed fate,she chose her path.but it could hav had a better ending..no offense</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">so now i wan 2 say tat we shud end a fight wit peace..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">n i dun like the idea of fightin in public,given whether is online fb fighting or like dis..do it in private if u hav 2</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">civilised ppl settle prob by man talk..privately,one to one without havin 2 fight(even if they did quarrel a lil)</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">even in court,during a courting process, they dun expose all the judgement and all during the process.they know how 2 keep it low</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">so we should too,don't we?</span>xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-24877682236163002222010-06-18T21:18:00.002+08:002010-06-18T23:48:15.835+08:00honesty<span style="font-size:130%;">Honesty...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">wad shud i comment abt dis word?except tat it is a noun..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">i was tryin 2 b honest,2 b true,but seems like ppl juz dun buy it 2 an extent,dun care whether is small or big..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">ended up wit me bein made 2 look like a liar..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">dis is another quote from me(made it myself): HONESTY IS A LESSON ONLY TO BE VALUED BUT NOT FOR ACCEPTANCE.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">sarcastic isn't it?ppl rather believe in lies altho is a bad lie,but whn we try 2 be honest n tell the truth,they dun buy it..yet they teach us 2 be honest</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">no wonder i got b3 for moral</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">yeap,one day i was foolish enuf 2 reply a fren's comment on fb wit wad i believed was the truth n got scolded n shut up for it..and turns out the truth may not seem the truth at all..dis is wad happens whn u throw 100% of ur faith in ppl.2 sm extent they "were not true 2 themselves n others" n ended up u makin da wrong decision 2 b true 2 urself (n those who u trusted) n ends up bein verbally attacked and made into lookin like a liar.tat is wad happened in my case.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">lesson learned?do NOT trust others 100%.i refused 2 do so in the past,now i got da taste of it.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">but sm1 said i m brave.i quarreled wit tat guy who verbally "attacked" me n thn i gave up.simply bcoz he won't change his mind,partly bcoz i oso dunno wad i shud believe in anymore.i m not a good debator n i dun like 2 quarrel.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">i dun like the idea of quarrelin up 2 no end.no point quarrelin over spilt milk,no point quarrellin over petty matters.it's a waste.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">wad i even dun like is da fact tat ppl wanna see me fight on fb.wad u guys wanna see actually?2 satisfy ur hunger 2 see ppl ugly side?or simply juz for fun?anyway,i juz dun like the fact u guys wanna see us fight..it was not meant 2 be a fight anyway,i didn wanna quarrel,i was juz makin request in da 1st place.i dun get wad u guys wan 2 see from tat.it's not a good ting oso 2 fight like dis.so,down down hand gesture</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">but 1 fren told me i was brave..at least i apologised..coz most gals wud juz quarrel up 2 no end..well i wanted 2,but thr's juz no point la..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">(dis is my personal blog it's a way i express myself whn i couldn in daily life so i can do wadever i wan wit the words i wrote,n i didn mean 2 offend any1 in dis..juz let me express,won't u?)</span>xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-37667191235598869832010-06-11T22:56:00.006+08:002010-06-11T23:27:25.668+08:00Fifa la vida<span style="font-size:130%;">FIFA world cup is here again<br /></span><div><div><br /><div><span style="font-size:130%;">well,im not gonna watch da matches dis time like i did in 2006(actually i dunno y i followed,maybe my dad n bro are soccer fans and my frens were all excited so i juz bein affected by the crowd hehe)</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-size:130%;">becoz watchin da matches means wasting another portion of my time which shud be spent on exam exam exam... :(</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-size:130%;">means i will definitely miss another chance of watchin headbutt..if ever it happens again hahaha</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-size:130%;">da opening ceremony was not as great as china's olympic ceremony..i mean,who could??tat was soo extremely beautiful,not 2 mention $$$ CONSUMING...hahaha</span></div><br /><div><span style="font-size:130%;">tell u my current favourite player..i liked jens lehmann,alexander hleb and maybe thierry henry..but now i like argentina's lionel messi..hehe</span></div><div><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /></span> </div><div><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5481532697408225410" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 285px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgBcoMx1OVEp6g7EpEBYeJAm74RWdXz6TsD8-vtv0yKiXl1rRA5u4zucu1VJdwEyIu8fw4_35CAKrkin6EOTlSiZZI-6SIWCwlg3QIg9KTo-k6VbZ6gbCYod_FYO-C30eyNYFwfwka7KfCu/s400/messi.jpg" border="0" /></span></div></div><br /><p><span style="font-size:130%;">the 1st time i saw him was in a school magazine which made fun of his MESSI hair flyin whn he runs..hahaha..well i think he'll look alot more handsome if he cut his hair short :) no offense..nevertheless,his hairstyle is loads better thn some of the players..like dis (no offense)<br /></span></p><p><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5481534013085855634" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 172px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEja6ys4YgvIiNapExcCGew80mVV0wBXit8ApVA_dAbRVFWB8y70W9fq7A1suYnTbS2K5v40dwPh1fuXvA-bnBG0Hu7X_yf0YH7GOm0mpPBQkceZA0rIPB9P4PkYeX_xyhj9b0oFPWH_YLtx/s400/song.jpg" border="0" /></span></p></div><p><span style="font-size:130%;">another reason i like messi was altho his name is "messy",his soccer techniques are way much neater thn loads of other players (and his name)..n he's got a goodie goodie personality,not 2 many pattern like christiano ronaldo (no offense)..no doubt ronaldo is abit good lookin thn messi though :) so altho he's not as popular as david beckham,i stil like him way much better hehe</span></p><p><span style="font-size:130%;">last fifa digi n maxis came up wit limited series top-up card which had soccer player's photos..i collected them n i got 7 different players de,(proudly sayin haha) sad case however,i threw away my Kaka card which was smhow torn..now i hav casillas,vieira,henry,lampard,beckham,gerard,n shevchenko..point is,i will collect again this year,but tat won't happen without my friends' help..so..hehe..paiseh..tolong tolong sikit kekekekekekeke</span></p><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5481537452158779378" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 179px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 281px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj0xAN8aGjH9aeSu0is1pZ8_GwtAyXWzfDE9PMFhLe3R6eiI7MAXNpfx4bKg2QZ2LocMqZ_qCB60Af_cH6tOV8TyD1Yr9mmBtJXw0L5FNLiz1dnaJWLe8WdL3gbf5LeyJ87dW3Rpb4kYVjr/s400/fifa.jpg" border="0" /><br /></span><p><span style="font-size:130%;">awww..well..i guess tat's all for my fifa eccentricity..i heard tat da fifa trophy has been stolen alot of times,n i heard last year's has been stolen 2..lets hope it doesn't happen dis time :)</span></p>xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-58468466135057329572010-06-01T00:31:00.005+08:002010-06-01T00:38:21.786+08:00status upgraded<div><span style="font-size:130%;">my status is upgraded..IM AN AUNT!!AUNTIE AUNTIE!!! haha XD<br /><br />congrats 2 my cousin n cousin in law,n so lucky 2 hav da baby on ur bday!!!it sure is da biggest gift :) da baby is cute!!!she sure knows how 2 choose her d.o.b haha </span></div><br /><br /><div><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></div><br /><br /><p><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5477473583831146050" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 267px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg27adQnAWxLDpQ7eRVn854iwtF4bxEUD6I-Q4bd6A6rKaA-iRgyJ51B55YrYjMBsmKcePdAksCjDhwVrQy_XgAYBEteBq5NDVgqjJQ609T79sNRc5hYjhI1jWMMKaeVhRFCAavbVOoGZDD/s400/baby+1.jpg" border="0" /></span></p><br /><br /><p><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></p><br /><br /><p><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5477473917939396850" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 300px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgal5aLw3ozbCl28FMxyZPNoxWdU9sLllsPV1w7AoNMRqyADnJgM5oEqZ1G5pp7jgJ6TReN0_p2L8l6pRtEsLqzLFDyn6-LXbJ8l6vPn9m4J9bCtQRYaAu_HWj6qXoz-LKvQnEeAvcDcSED/s400/baby+2.jpg" border="0" /></span></p><br /><br /><p><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:130%;"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5477474056105219938" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 300px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiIKGTqM74VWKOqMC4etrcnERbJkIXZs1Oq2rZnfp0Lk3PPKGxW2gihviWwEBj9bVllDEamKFk6OtJaBorwv4xATINLBsrwxFiRqLsC3CsYeGwLVZlPKfI1ccVyyx2YfCBeiPbcZTjY6yxs/s400/baby+3.jpg" border="0" /></span></p><p><span style="font-size:130%;"></span></p><p><span style="font-size:130%;">isn't she cute???awwww</span></p>xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-38426380077803223802010-05-18T12:06:00.003+08:002010-05-18T12:25:53.130+08:00pluck teeth<span style="font-size:130%;">hmm..they pluck my teeth 2day..how long more u wanna bleed leh???u've been bleeding for hours leh...sob sob..y is beauty so important in dis world?ppl keep on pressuring others with beauty..da doctor told me da treatment i get is juz a compromising one..da main prob is my face muscle..my muscle is thicker thn others,it makes my face look 90 degree..but my chin is 2 small..tat's y my teeth looks weird..the actual treatment i shud get is 2 surgically cut off some of my face muscles n pull my chin..tat means it would juz help a little by wearin braces..haix..<br /><br />i won't hav surgery.no.but wearin braces does not help much.part of me didn wanna do da braces after hearin tat.i wanna be proud of myself,not of wad i look,but my true self.but i had 2 do braces anyway,coz dad says even if it oni helps a little,it stil helps.he says i'll realise da importance of looks whn i get into da society..<br /><br />y is look so important??dis is how i look,does it matter much if im a good person n do well in work?y do the society keep on pressuring with outer beauty??can't anyone see past looks into ppl's hearts,ppl's personality?can't we juz sense it through others?<br /><br />maybe im juz bein sensitive.i tend 2 look on da world on the sensible side 2 much,tat's y im so straight n trust others very easily..reality is harsh,i keep tellin myself,but part of me didn wanna believe it..well,wad can do except juz accept da fact<br /><br />but i won't hav surgery for my face.i won't hav it.i like my natural self n i dun like bein fake.i dun wanna be fake!!!i accept n love myself for who i am,n i hope you can do so too..tat's all for now :)</span>xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-29429791334433521662010-05-14T00:29:00.002+08:002010-05-14T00:53:35.176+08:00hmm<span style="font-size:130%;">thr're alot of unanswered ques in me..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">i dun think i need 2 tell anybody wad im doin,as long as i know wad im doin lo..我觉得我不需要向你交代什么,我已经把我的心意表达得很清楚,请别践踏别人的自尊,别继续毁坏你在我心中的形象,践踏你自己。难道你真得那么可怜,眼里只看到缺点,嘴里只能说出变态还有攻击的话,只会做出伤人自尊的动作吗?maybe our mindsets are different la..but nvm,i won't be hurt by u anymore,u won't affect me d coz i got my frens n my blog 2 deal wit it^^</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">well..haha..so much of emo crap..haha..im currently trainin myself 2 drink more water as i really lack water..smtimes whole day oso i drink not until 500ml..scary..now 2 avoid fatigue n other health prob(especially liver) i better drink regular water..3litre 1 day at least..try 2 acoomplish..tat blackout exp n my fatigue alerted me..so if u see me pls remind me 2 drink water lo hehe:)</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">hmm..i guess tat's all..haha..byebye..nights..muacx^^</span>xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-81651923803340233432010-05-11T00:31:00.002+08:002010-05-11T00:59:21.485+08:00factual essay by hao hao<span style="font-size:130%;">Our discipline has gone from bad to worse nowadays. Students are doing now what would have been labelled as "insanity" by students 20 years ago. Our children are doing what students 20 years ago would only dream of. There is not even a hint of surprise when we open the newspapers and read about crimes commited by youngsters. Is this what we wanted of our children? Surely there must be a way, some alternative, effort done to prevent this phenomenon from becoming catastrophic.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">First, we must train ourselves to become a "counsellor". See, when people hear about disciplinary problems, they would turn to teachers or specifically counselling teachers in the school. Yes, counselling teachers should put in extra effort in their post, but ask yourself, how many students would actually talk heart to heart with counselling teachers. When we are down, we tend to wish someone close would open their ears, not some counselling teachers who you don't really know. We must open our eyes and ears, motivate people around you, help them up when they are down, show them that thye are not alone, that you are there with them, giving support morally to overcome their adversaries. Let there be love.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">Still, school rules should be tightened and strictly enforced. We realise that sometimes some people (the hard core ones) don't change with counselling. This is because they tend to view counselling as "an act of consolence to weaklings". So, they pretend to be strong, ignoring the love given to them, doin silly stuff to get attention yet not admitting they need attention. Now school rules have to be enforced against these people, give severe warning for a few times, then apply surveillance against them, and if our effort comes to no avail, expulsion from school is necessary. Public caning should also be considered by the school to ensure that these people will think twice before they break any school rules. Now, this might seem cruel, but for the problematic ones, we are actually trying to help them, if only they could see our intentions, we just want to prevent them from doing something that they will regret in the future. We want to save them before it is too late.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">Other than that, parents also play a pivotal role in the healing of our younger generation. This is because parents know their children since they are young. Show good example, open their innocent eyes towards this world, show them the path for young minds tend to get lost in this phony-ballony world. Please accept your children's weaknesses, love them for who they are, for there is no bond stronger than the bond between parents and the children. Do not deny nor complain for you children's fault, see the greatness of fate, for in millions of people, God has chosen us to be their parents.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">I know that sometimes we just get fed up, to see our effort, the gift of our love trampled by them, to see years of hard work crumble before us just for their need of fun, of pure pleasure which are just poisoning them. Sometimes, we just feel like giving up. But I have seen some who would not give up, some who would love their child fully even though they know they might not be loved the way they have loved their children. Some who would fight on even when all hope is lost. All I ask of you, please have faith, fot it is not all our children's fault, they are just lost, they just don't realise that being lost is just so close to being found. We must show them, even though we're not sure how, love will always show us our way. Have faith, people, have faith</span>.xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-62596893980850826652010-05-11T00:01:00.003+08:002010-05-11T00:31:12.440+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;">since i found out i hav 2 hav a place 2 express my feelings n everyone has their own agenda n i can't trouble y'all everytime wit my expression,i'll reblog again 2 let out.. :)<br /><br />lately i had alot on my mind..well..i hav 2 sides in me,1 major part of me is jovial n easy-goin,n another part is often negative(i mean,emo) n lately things happened n they juz struck me all in a heap..so i guess i was "attacked" and couldn't find my breathe.as a result i dun mix around,keep quiet most of da time coz i was afraid i wil burst.BOM!!!when i dun feel right abt smbody,or angry,or upset,i keep quiet.coz i know if i said smting i would hav said it idioticallyn cause quarrel.but i couldn't take it anymore.like a volcano full wit larva,i erupted tat day whn i had a quarrel wit ivan.i dunno y he quarrel wit me oso.i juz wanna make myself clear..n the expression on his face tat moment struck me.couldn't believe..are u another person??...well..i didn't wanna talk 2 u..in fact i dun wanna forgive u..ever..but i dunno y i did 2day..subconciously..guess im not much of an avenger...?but i wil NEVER forget ur expression,never ever.<br /><br />anyway..i felt better after exploding for 1 whole day..after talkin 2 kye wei n all..and tryin 2 deal wit it in school..i returned 2 myself da next nxt day..but 1 ting remained..my anxiety..i dunno wad caused it..maybe da controllin had made me aware??and i think 2 much??i found out i can't stop..even in my sleep..imagine livin a day twice,1 in reality n 1 in ur dreams..it's horrible..n on sports day..becoz of chances n time factor..i din eat any meal fr morn til afternoon n i rushed here n thr helpin tcher n managin stuffs..n even went marchin under da damn hot sun..as a result,i blackout after singin da patriotic songs..juz for a few seconds la,no worries,i get tat quite frequently since these few yrs..whenever i dun hav enuf energy or blood im prone 2 blackouts..dark spots materialise n i can't continue doin wad i was..if not i'll totally go blank n fall..smtimes my face gets white,smtimes i vomit,smtimes i out of breathe so hav 2 run 2 smwhr n sit or lie..wad happen 2 me leh???dis time i fell over pek's shoulders,which has never happened b4 despite all da problems..n she had 2 assist me back 2 da tent..on da way i stayed strong,tryin 2 keep myself awake n breathe..i can hear sounds but my feet were like wobbly n whn i open my eyes..i can't see anyting..tat's abit scary..my directions had 2 depend on sm1 else..>.<<br /><br />n we celebrated kye wei n king's bday 2..nice party we had..n had mother's day 2gether wit mum's bday..shh dun wanna say da details..<br /><br />and..oo..i read bro's essay n it was well done :) i'll post them if i hav time..tat's all for now ba..n I HATE KLK..STOP ASKIN ME 2 PREPARE!!! hehe byebye</span>xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-82341755961476727912010-01-24T22:54:00.003+08:002010-01-24T23:17:14.406+08:00time flies<span style="font-size:130%;">time flies..soon gonna cny..n soon gonna be STPM!!!<br /><br />now hw ard piling,plus sports koku n stupid kolokium,almost no time d..time flies<br /><br />oh,btw,king is warded bcoz of dengue..pity..hope u recover soon!!:)<br /><br />goin back in time......<br /><br />i m not happy wit johnson.yes im not happy wit u.in fact,i got abit fish fish u.wad u sms tat day pissed me off.(i guess piss is not a bad word)I MEAN EVERY WORD I SAY.n if u gonna avoid me juz bcoz of rumours,u r coward.I DUN CARE WAD OTHERS SAY ABT ME AS LONG AS IT'S NOT TRUE.dis is quote i got fr smbody famous:)i juz wan 2 make frens,wanna talk 2 u naturally like others do.tat's y i asked kenny tat ques,IS TAT WRONG?now,wad i wanna say is juz FISH OFF FROM MY LIFE N STOP LOOKIN AT ME WIT TAT LOOK.tat is humiliating n i noticed it.im not happy wit it.ok<br /><br />haha..so much for him.hmm..last week i went 2 tribe for andrew's gathering call.guess wad,i got drunk.not totally,but face got red n hot n head was spinnin.i can stil count fingers n do differentiation:) but whn i reflected back,i think i was abit scary.n it was abit scary,wit all those emotions suddenly rushed in.conclusion,i cried in weijie's car whn i went home,but i was ok.thn got scolded by dad da moment i got into my hse,not bcoz of drunk but bcoz i was late.(i shud be back b4 12am n it was 12.30 whn i reached home)he din see tat im drunk oso la coz by da time i reached da drunkenness has subsided a little,n i quickly slipped into my room,so he din notice it.hehe.<br /><br />duhh..no time for long post d lo..will update IF i hav time n mood..now if hav time oso used for pigging d..haha..byebye^^</span>xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-11994246260966575162010-01-15T17:25:00.003+08:002010-01-15T17:32:44.813+08:00i juz wanna say 1 thing<span style="font-size:130%;">well..altho i dunno u..but i hope u can appreciate wad he did for u n his feelin for u..wadever ur decision is i won't ask anyting,coz is between u 2..but pls appreciate wad he did lo altho it might not end well..he is one true person..true to himself and others(at least to me)..apart from ******,****** and perhaps ****..and true guys need 2 be appreciated:)</span>xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-12607027377744188252010-01-08T20:13:00.002+08:002010-01-08T21:20:24.022+08:00untitled essay (written by hao hao)<span style="font-size:130%;"> Today,I would like to write in English about my feelings. I feel afraid, although as much as I tell myself that I can't admit being afraid, fearing it would affect my confidence. Afraid of the past, the sins of my past haunt me, I actually realised it's only in my mind and I can't care too much about the past. First, I can't change it, so there's no point crying over spilt milk. But I'm human. Man tends to look back at something that has already happened and ask "what if"? That's how the feeling of regret is born, Sometimes I feel funny, because when I look back, although I asked myself "what if?" But then I asked my deeper conscience, that if I were given a chanc again, what would I choose?Funny and amusing enough, I would choose the same path that I've taken. Yes, the path I've taken has brought uncertanties, but I followed what I felt was right. I did things using my heart, not my brain, and I think the result matters less. Some might choose to call me arrogant, stupid, stubborn, ignorant.Some might choose to call me beautiful, sexy, artistic. In fact, they're both right. See, people see what they chose to see. They wished to see something the way they want, and in their eyes that is the truth. But a truly wise person will know that what they feel might not be correct. Everyone has a different answer and we can't be too arrogant to deny others' answers. The sky is filled with cloud. Two people are looking up at the sky. One sees a bird, another sees a fish. No one is right, no one is wrong. It's just a bunch of clouds, signifying nothing. But our minds decide what they signify. And there are countless possibilities. So at the same time of being nothing, the cloud is signifying everyhing. Okay, let's change to another topic. My father asked me to sing to him today. I sang and while I sang he laughed. And the most natural feeling comes, awkwardness, inconfidence, but of course, I, myself, am the owner of my feelings, therefore I can choose to be happy all the time if I want to. But I'm human. Human nature, something that comes so naturally, seems so impossible to defy or control. It comes so quickly, so suddenly, and before we know it we're commiting sins and are soon showing the ugly side of mankind. It is human nature that raised various problems that happens in our world. Racism, hatred, anger, war. Things that seemingly occur at a large scale but actually comes from each and every human being. It seems impossible to stop these things because it is already impossible to constantly banish the bad, nasty human nature out of a person, needless to say millions of people.</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"> But still, people dream, dream of a day when miracle would come, when an utopia can truly be built. But still, those people have to be careful. They cannot call those war-makers and extremists wrong, because they only have a different point of view. Each living thing is only struggling and fighting for their cause, what they felt is right. Maybe someday if someone dominates the world and can still be fair and just, then people rebel, throwing the dominator off his throne, starting the circle all over again. So can we blame a country trying to suppress another major power? Maybe supreme control might bring peace. Who knows for sure? But then, as I said, there are two sides to of a story. Often has man reached a certain height of glory, only to be brought down by sins of pride. Being proud, as in one of the human nature, man will start to bring jealousy, man will turn into a monster, ravaged by pride. So, okay, maybe you can say "so? what if you tell me these things?" Yeah, I mean a mere average joe, like us, just trying to make ends meet, what change can we possibly bring to the world? But, if there is a choice, would it have been better to know or just remain ignorant towards this knowledge? You choose.</span>xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-13811551923447923042010-01-02T11:32:00.006+08:002010-01-02T12:02:56.088+08:00i wan 2 tell u abt smting!!!<span style="font-size:130%;">ytd..(sm1) wan 2 becm my bro..yyyyy?i dun wan leh..haiz..I DUN WAN!!!WA TAK MAU OK!!!dun call me jie i dun like..feels so awkward..call me xin er back la pls???T.T<br /><br />and hor..tell u smting agn..da plant specimens we plucked at botanical garden..THEY GOT STOLEN!!!story is like dis..i put da plant specimens in a stack of newspaper 2 be preserved..thn i put da stack of newspaper at my hse corridor..thn ytd night i found out..either ytd or da day b4 tat..sm1 came and stole da whole stack of newspaper..wit da plant specimens inside..FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH! @#$%^&*()<br /><br />thn my mum said she knew sm neighbours who always roam round n collect newspapers de..so she walked me 2 their hses 2 ask whether they took it or not..turned out they deny..haiz..no other choice but 2 redo the whole ting asap as school's goin 2 reopen soon..FISH FISH FISH AGAIN<br /><br />so..mum walked wit me around the neighbourhood..tat time is night time d know..abt 9 smting..swt..n she identified sm flowers which are planted by my neighbours and since no1 is thr...hee..we plucked da flowers..hehe..suddenly i becm pluck flower thief d..HAHA..lolzz..and thn we went 2 visit my uncle's hse since it's new year..on da way(at my uncle's neighbourhood)we oso stole flowers from his neighbours..hehe..and after the visit..we passed by a fake waterfall built by da govt..and we saw PLANTS..haha now i finally figured out a benefit of tat waterfall..haha..so my dad parked thr and we walked along pluckin the govt flowers(i hope i dun get saman)<br /><br />so..yea..pluck flower thief stealin flowers at midnight..in the end we got abt 29 flowers of definitely more thn 5 families..NICE 1!!!thx 2 my super mum who helped and identified sm of da flowers and made da job easy..hee..and now we hav more thn enuf so i can relax abit liao..and partly oso muz thank da newspaper thief oso..coz tat day da specimens we collected at botanical garden is definitely not enuf..i estimated and we had juz around 10 species..hee..put it like dis,1 trip 2 botanical garden cannot fight me miss pluck flower thief..HAHA!!!<br /><br />let's see..sm of the flowers i can't identify..but i think i hav jasmine,七里香,牡丹,dandelion,peppermint,papaya leaf,pandanus,evergreen,ixora,and alot alot more..geng leh..haha<br /><br />okla..so tat's 2 story told..another is..my cousin's wedding has been recorded and edited and pasted on youtube..quite nice leh!!is a nice wedding wit highlights and filled wit laughter..:)i'll post it here<br /><br /><br /><object height="364" width="380"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/BRvlnqj79xo&hl=en_US&fs=1&"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><br /><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/BRvlnqj79xo&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"></embed></object></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">ok so finish 3rd story..for dis holiday i stil din manage 2 go 2 seaside..but i achieved my goal 2 drive alone..mum let me drive alone for da 1st time on 31st!!haha..and i ended up gettin lost due 2 my stupid sense of direction..but wit help i found my way n managed 2 get thru gahahahaha</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">okla..school gonna reopen..i gonna tidy up n study hard hard d!!yes..jiayu!!!^^</span>xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-84171547259540527542009-12-27T19:01:00.003+08:002009-12-27T19:55:11.064+08:00scare scare<span style="font-size:130%;">xin er got abit cuak dao..wad happened..?ur pm..?smhow..erm..i dunno how 2 say..if u dun wan say thn nvm:)<br /><br />well..ytd is soo lee's bday..i am organiser and tong is transport,angeline,ace,wai meng we 6 ppl went 2 celebrate<br /><br />erm..1st i had 2 send a grasshopper 2 die(ivan's hse is murder spot)..dunno y in morning got 1 plastic wit a big big grasshopper inside pop up in my hse..lucky for our bio group lo..but maybe monday goin 2 catch agn since not enuf<br /><br />ok back 2 topic..whn i took da plastic wit da grasshopper down angeline saw it and she was like.."AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" it was soo loud from far oso can hear lol and thn whn we were on our way da whole car is filled wit our scream whn tong was drifting..hee..actually i made screams on purpose de..2 accompany angeline..haha<br /><br />thn we fetched soo lee and went 2 wings cafe..we made alot of noise thr 2..tong made a request 2 sing but da ppl dun let..haha..well..i think everybody shud know who i wanted 2 listen 2 his singin most..tat is MY IDOL JJ!!but i dunno which cafe he singin..nvm ba..and i requested for da song 你是我的眼 which is 1 of my favourite songs,but da ppl din sing oso..haiz..i love tat song soo much know since da 1st time i listened 2 it..and it was MY IDOL JJ version which i had 1st listened 2..hee<br /><br />then..whoa..we did alot siao things thr..lets see..i poured a large amount of ketchup on tong's meal 2 make a pattern..and..i think is ace la..ace poured ketchup into his drink..haizz..and we poured each of our drinks into wai meng's glass after he finished his..(wai meng can really drink wit speed lo..i haven even finish half my drink his glass already empty XD)and he drank our mix..LMAO..and we did our tradition lo..ask soo lee 2 take out da candle using her mouth lo..haha..lucky she nvr kena wad i kena on my bday..if yes..MUAHAHAHA..and thn..haa after 1 of us(i think is tong) finished his ice cream..sweat liao..he stuffed tissues inside..and we all put stuffs 2 decorate it..haha..becm 2nd bday cake..inside got cherry got ketchup got sm potato chips i think..and i stuck a candle in da middle..lolzz..i nvr saw soo lee laugh like tat b4..hey u shud do tat more often it makes u more jovial^^i used 2 laugh like tat alot haha..but now is like hmm..seldom do crazy laugh??<br /><br />thn a..we planned 2 go 2 da beach..but drive drive drive and..we cannot find da beach..at 1 point we almost lost(but haiyo,mcca road i dun think wil get us lost de gua..)we turned in2 kampung road whr thr is few few few ppl oni and da lights are soo dim..and got alot of "bushes"..eerie man..and they were talkin ghost on da car..adui..no good la..soo lee was scared know..especially whn we see a cemetery beside us at sm place..aiyo thn tong drove near thr smmore and soo lee dare not look..y u go scare our bday gal lmao..i was abit scared 2,lookin at da eerie place..like smting's gonna pop up anytime..so as conclusion we drove back and went 2 a beach which is not a beach(pantai klebang which was reduced 2 a drainage system) whr thr is more ppl..and..i siao d..do poses and kp askin 2 take photos haha..and..erm..i did a pose which was my hair covering my face and i act like a ghost..ARGARGARGARGARGARGARG..haha..but i deleted it coz soo lee was cuaked by tat photo..muz be really eerie hee<br /><br />and thn due 2 soo lee din bring her hse key and her mum's waiting for her and we dun wan her mum 2 wait 2 late,we went back..and after her was my turn 2 go back,and it was abt 2am d tat time..lmao..and i was talkin abt my housing area..got ppl kena hysteria b4 and lots more..thn..ok thn it happened agn..my hse corridors all blackout..no lights thr..and my hse is located at 3rd floro smmore..lookin at it fr outside i oso feel abit eerie..lol..luckily ace become gentleman and straight cm down fr da car and accompany me upstairs(actually angeline offered 2 but i scared if she accompany me thn nobody accompany her down) thn angeline joined us..thx buddies:)<br /><br />and thn tat was the end of it..phuh..had a wonderful night:)2 (sm1) dun emo d k..smile:)</span>xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-12610558103272834322009-12-26T12:17:00.002+08:002009-12-26T12:29:11.428+08:00boxing day<span style="font-size:130%;">dis year santa did visit me..santa gave me present (in a surprising way) hihi</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">and..i dreamed i am skipping..haha..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">erm..ntg much 2 talk abt la..juz tat maybe im over sensitive like u said..sry and im not gonna keep any emotions 2wards u d..so im not emo now:)</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">well..i wanna continue my studies d lo..time for play is over,now juz left one week for me 2 do enuf work and play for dis holiday..wanna finish my left abit bio and finish federal maths ques..won't be online 2 often d,and i'll sleep early d as i promised(and probably i oni gonna write blog at the end of every week..provided if i hav da time)</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">well..wanted 2 sing ktv but no chance..and din go 2 da beach..nvm ba..^^ and i think tat's all for now..take care 2 whoever reading this and sleep early,bathe early,drink more water and enjoy^^keep in touch:)</span>xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-8970973495569842132009-12-25T01:17:00.003+08:002009-12-25T01:40:56.525+08:00christmas eve<span style="font-size:130%;">2day is christmas..i told (sm1) im gonna sleep late.. -o-<br /><br />well..i met (sm1) face 2 face officially..and altho (sm1) denies it i stil think tat (sm1) looks good..hee and (sm1) didn't dissapoint me la..im afraid im da one who dissapointed (sm1)..<br /><br />and..well..we watched alvin and the chipmunks 2..hahahahaha lol..funny..and cute!!!i like theodore..oo so cute<br /><br />and then..oh sorry 2 andrew..altho i did it on purpose..i poured a large amount of kicap pekat into his meal..hee..sorry sorry..and thx for da movie i love it^^<br /><br />and halfway thru da movie i got a call fr dad..guess wad..my bro scored straight a's leh..andrew tiong liao..and he said "i bet his spm moral oso wil get a" wah at da face man..yea is right i spilled da kicap pekat in ur meal..huh..:p<br /><br />and then..at last..andrew went home early coz we all hav no further plans..but i didn't wan 2 go home so early so andrew stuck me wit chiing 2 fetch me home..(sm1) said he feel weird whn he saw me follow chiing home..well i dunno wad 2 say here coz i dun hav da mood 2 repeat all over agn since i explained 2 (sm1) and i know (sm1) wil understand:)<br /><br />and..im bored spendin my 18th christmas eve at home so i kept on spamming..kaishern was my victim..haha kept doin da alien and crow sound..awk awk awk..XD and i did my own countdown for christmas after (sm1) went 2 gathering..listened 2 chipmunks Christmas dun be late..haha<br /><br />and..ok i got 2 know dis guy keat wee who added me in msn..well smtimes his talkin got abit fish me off..like talk half keep half..dunno wad fish he was talkin abt smmore..well dun wanna frust over it la since we juz knew each other..nxt time maybe wil hav a good chat:)<br /><br />anyway..2day is christmas so..HAPPEE CHRISTMAS!!im goin 2 sleep now byebye^^</span>xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-91798178279019112352009-12-22T20:24:00.002+08:002009-12-22T21:10:54.967+08:00exhausted~~~<span style="font-size:130%;">2day woke up at 9am..waited for soo lee 2 come my hse,then waited for tong 2 fetch us</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">tong reached my hse at 10am which is da supposed meeting time coz he had 2 pray(2day is dong zhi)..so we're late for da meeting lo hee</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">whn we reached botanical garden..owh it rained..and quite heavily 2..so we played awhile under da shed and i watched ivan carry out his "fire blast"..so cruel man,burn da ant for no purpose.. =s and then we went 2 butterfly farm as thr is shelter from da heavy rain..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">whn we reached butterfly farm we had 2 pay rm6 for d entrance even tho we juz planned 2 go 2 da office 2 ask abt da lab-breeding thing..oklo..but in da office da people(basically is juz a guy) din spoke very politely lo..altho we kept our politeness all the time when speakin 2 him..but i can see ian and ivan and tong is abit fed-up wit him..hee..however,we did ordered for 5 butterflies 2 be bred in da lab..provided if is successful then we'll hav 5 butterflies by..saturday??(but i doubt it from da way da guy talked abt it)and we bought another 2 insects which is a green beetle and another dunno wad but green coloured oso..unique and looks nice:)</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">and then a..went 2 jusco 2 buy wrapping paper 2 wrap our project box..then ate thr at kfc..saw MY IDOL JJ thr..saw angela 2..(luckily we din go 2 secret recipe 2 eat..pokai+no full stomach hehe) then saw da sun came out and went back 2 botanical garden agn..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">we catched sm bugs at botanical garden..caught sm crickets,ants,dunno wad more..but not bad la..coz thr are soooo few insects thr..hee..and went walkin walkin walkin while chatting..i stil remember da time whn me n ivan sesat in da botanical garden on our 1st group visit thr..hee..and then..oops,ivan slipped and fell..bruised himself,so kesian man..helped him plaster his hands but thn he took off oso..huh..XD and then we oso collected sm plants..we curi curi cut off da botanical garden's orchids!!!adui..da gardener sure fed-up wit us d now..hehe..sorry a..really really sorry..we'll make good use of tat orchid..hee</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">then a..we went 2 da bee farm at bukit katil..alot of bees thr leh..and tong oso let ivan drive whn we were findin tat farm from da description of da office boy..not bad la..juz tat..turn out DA OFFICE BOY LED US 2 DA WRONG WAY!!WE WERE ON DA HIGHWAY 2 JASIN ALREADY WHEN WE TURNED BACK!!!OFFICE BOY CALL DA KAMPUNG ROAD DA MAIN ROAD?!!ADUI..FISH FISH FISH..then we got da right direction from another worker and reached da bee farm..da boss of da farm is very nice ppl,heard we doin project and he presented us wit 5 nice preserved bees..for free!!nice person..thx boss!!</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">then..fetched ivan 2 his hse 2 change as he needed 2 pass smting 2 his cousin at dp..while waiting for him 2 change,tong taught me how 2 drive an auto car and i drove his..not bad la..but i like manual car better..maybe bcoz im used 2 it and drivin a manual oso gives me a very excited feelin..XD then i let tong drive and we fetched ivan 2 dp,thn back 2 his hse agn..next tong fetched me back..phiew..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">and i reached home safely..oh not 2 safely oso la coz i oso cut my hand a little bit while cutting a plant..little little bit oni so doesn't make a difference..hee..guess wad,i reached home at abt 7pm..!whoa sooooo exhausted..2night goin sleep early liao..hee..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">ok im tired so im gonna bathe and sleep right away..hee..thx again 2 fish who helped me so much in dis..^^ok byebye</span>xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-667847208829427972009-12-22T00:58:00.004+08:002009-12-22T10:01:14.657+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;">BIG THANKS TO FISH FOR HELPING ME IN MY BIO PROJECT..OWE U ONE..THX!!!!(altho fish is not bio student fish stil helped me)FISH IS NICE DUN DENY</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">(star i din say u lose fish leh..if u need support i wil stil giv u 100% support de..dis is my will:))i stil support star and i support fish oso^^</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;">byebye^^</span>xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3211541653935265896.post-19308899862979403072009-12-21T00:38:00.003+08:002009-12-21T01:17:00.766+08:00<span style="font-size:130%;">(sm1) asked me 2 promise (sm1) not 2 use unhealthy words anymore..(sm1) said is for my own good..but i believe thr is another reason???(i think (sm1) heard smting or saw my older posts??)but i wanna say dis..star u nvr did dis b4 leh..no offence..hee(but (sm1) cannot be compared wit star coz they are different^^)<br /><br />oklo at least (sm1) gave me a word to replace..so i will try my best:)<br /><br />and..i gonna wake up early 2 paint 2morrow..oh ya 4got 2 say my newly-wed cousins came back from their honeymoon in bali..hee..nice couple..^^<br /><br />and i gonna catch bug wit my group on tuesday..ian soo lee ivan..so i hav 2 buy forceps later in the afternoon(now is monday d)..hee..last min oni prepare..(srry ian^^)<br /><br />apa lagi leh..2day study phylum filicinophyta..dryopteris sp..lets see<br /><br />dryopteris has rhizome n its leaves developed from thr,which are coiled and beneath the leaves surface are brown scales called ramenta..leaves are oso divided into pinnae which subdivides into pinnules..oh ya and young fronds(leaves) shows vernation which is uncoilin growth..rhizome oso bears adventitious roots..dryopteris oso is sporophyte dominant and its gametophyte is reduced 2 small prothallus(bryophyta is thallus ma)..bcoz filicinophyta is more developed it has true roots,leaves and stem,and has vascular tissues..how dryopteris reproduce??it has horseshoe shaped sori(which inside has sporangia which forms spores)..sori are located on underside of fronds(fronds bearin sori are called sporophylls)..inside sori they hav indusium 2 protect them and of coz,sporangia..(sporangium consists of annulus which are cells wit thin outer wall and thick inner wall)in da sporangium,mother cells undergo meiosis 2 produce spores(haploid) which in dry weather is released by da stomium(cells wit thin walls) of sporangium..durin dis process,sporangium raptures at the stomium and annulus put the spores outwards..the spores germinate 2 form prothallus(heart shaped gametophyte) which has rhizoids,chloroplast,antheridia and archegonium on its underside..antherozoids are released when prothallus are covered wit water,movin 2wards oosphere by chemotaxis..zygote develops and new sporophyte forms..<br /><br />hee..byebye^^</span>xin erhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13430105767594062096noreply@blogger.com0