time flies..soon gonna cny..n soon gonna be STPM!!!
now hw ard piling,plus sports koku n stupid kolokium,almost no time d..time flies
oh,btw,king is warded bcoz of dengue..pity..hope u recover soon!!:)
goin back in time......
i m not happy wit johnson.yes im not happy wit u.in fact,i got abit fish fish u.wad u sms tat day pissed me off.(i guess piss is not a bad word)I MEAN EVERY WORD I SAY.n if u gonna avoid me juz bcoz of rumours,u r coward.I DUN CARE WAD OTHERS SAY ABT ME AS LONG AS IT'S NOT TRUE.dis is quote i got fr smbody famous:)i juz wan 2 make frens,wanna talk 2 u naturally like others do.tat's y i asked kenny tat ques,IS TAT WRONG?now,wad i wanna say is juz FISH OFF FROM MY LIFE N STOP LOOKIN AT ME WIT TAT LOOK.tat is humiliating n i noticed it.im not happy wit it.ok
haha..so much for him.hmm..last week i went 2 tribe for andrew's gathering call.guess wad,i got drunk.not totally,but face got red n hot n head was spinnin.i can stil count fingers n do differentiation:) but whn i reflected back,i think i was abit scary.n it was abit scary,wit all those emotions suddenly rushed in.conclusion,i cried in weijie's car whn i went home,but i was ok.thn got scolded by dad da moment i got into my hse,not bcoz of drunk but bcoz i was late.(i shud be back b4 12am n it was 12.30 whn i reached home)he din see tat im drunk oso la coz by da time i reached da drunkenness has subsided a little,n i quickly slipped into my room,so he din notice it.hehe.
duhh..no time for long post d lo..will update IF i hav time n mood..now if hav time oso used for pigging d..haha..byebye^^
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Friday, January 15, 2010
i juz wanna say 1 thing
well..altho i dunno u..but i hope u can appreciate wad he did for u n his feelin for u..wadever ur decision is i won't ask anyting,coz is between u 2..but pls appreciate wad he did lo altho it might not end well..he is one true person..true to himself and others(at least to me)..apart from ******,****** and perhaps ****..and true guys need 2 be appreciated:)
Friday, January 8, 2010
untitled essay (written by hao hao)
Today,I would like to write in English about my feelings. I feel afraid, although as much as I tell myself that I can't admit being afraid, fearing it would affect my confidence. Afraid of the past, the sins of my past haunt me, I actually realised it's only in my mind and I can't care too much about the past. First, I can't change it, so there's no point crying over spilt milk. But I'm human. Man tends to look back at something that has already happened and ask "what if"? That's how the feeling of regret is born, Sometimes I feel funny, because when I look back, although I asked myself "what if?" But then I asked my deeper conscience, that if I were given a chanc again, what would I choose?Funny and amusing enough, I would choose the same path that I've taken. Yes, the path I've taken has brought uncertanties, but I followed what I felt was right. I did things using my heart, not my brain, and I think the result matters less. Some might choose to call me arrogant, stupid, stubborn, ignorant.Some might choose to call me beautiful, sexy, artistic. In fact, they're both right. See, people see what they chose to see. They wished to see something the way they want, and in their eyes that is the truth. But a truly wise person will know that what they feel might not be correct. Everyone has a different answer and we can't be too arrogant to deny others' answers. The sky is filled with cloud. Two people are looking up at the sky. One sees a bird, another sees a fish. No one is right, no one is wrong. It's just a bunch of clouds, signifying nothing. But our minds decide what they signify. And there are countless possibilities. So at the same time of being nothing, the cloud is signifying everyhing. Okay, let's change to another topic. My father asked me to sing to him today. I sang and while I sang he laughed. And the most natural feeling comes, awkwardness, inconfidence, but of course, I, myself, am the owner of my feelings, therefore I can choose to be happy all the time if I want to. But I'm human. Human nature, something that comes so naturally, seems so impossible to defy or control. It comes so quickly, so suddenly, and before we know it we're commiting sins and are soon showing the ugly side of mankind. It is human nature that raised various problems that happens in our world. Racism, hatred, anger, war. Things that seemingly occur at a large scale but actually comes from each and every human being. It seems impossible to stop these things because it is already impossible to constantly banish the bad, nasty human nature out of a person, needless to say millions of people.
But still, people dream, dream of a day when miracle would come, when an utopia can truly be built. But still, those people have to be careful. They cannot call those war-makers and extremists wrong, because they only have a different point of view. Each living thing is only struggling and fighting for their cause, what they felt is right. Maybe someday if someone dominates the world and can still be fair and just, then people rebel, throwing the dominator off his throne, starting the circle all over again. So can we blame a country trying to suppress another major power? Maybe supreme control might bring peace. Who knows for sure? But then, as I said, there are two sides to of a story. Often has man reached a certain height of glory, only to be brought down by sins of pride. Being proud, as in one of the human nature, man will start to bring jealousy, man will turn into a monster, ravaged by pride. So, okay, maybe you can say "so? what if you tell me these things?" Yeah, I mean a mere average joe, like us, just trying to make ends meet, what change can we possibly bring to the world? But, if there is a choice, would it have been better to know or just remain ignorant towards this knowledge? You choose.
But still, people dream, dream of a day when miracle would come, when an utopia can truly be built. But still, those people have to be careful. They cannot call those war-makers and extremists wrong, because they only have a different point of view. Each living thing is only struggling and fighting for their cause, what they felt is right. Maybe someday if someone dominates the world and can still be fair and just, then people rebel, throwing the dominator off his throne, starting the circle all over again. So can we blame a country trying to suppress another major power? Maybe supreme control might bring peace. Who knows for sure? But then, as I said, there are two sides to of a story. Often has man reached a certain height of glory, only to be brought down by sins of pride. Being proud, as in one of the human nature, man will start to bring jealousy, man will turn into a monster, ravaged by pride. So, okay, maybe you can say "so? what if you tell me these things?" Yeah, I mean a mere average joe, like us, just trying to make ends meet, what change can we possibly bring to the world? But, if there is a choice, would it have been better to know or just remain ignorant towards this knowledge? You choose.
Saturday, January 2, 2010
i wan 2 tell u abt smting!!!
ytd..(sm1) wan 2 becm my bro..yyyyy?i dun wan leh..haiz..I DUN WAN!!!WA TAK MAU OK!!!dun call me jie i dun like..feels so awkward..call me xin er back la pls???T.T
and hor..tell u smting agn..da plant specimens we plucked at botanical garden..THEY GOT STOLEN!!!story is like dis..i put da plant specimens in a stack of newspaper 2 be preserved..thn i put da stack of newspaper at my hse corridor..thn ytd night i found out..either ytd or da day b4 tat..sm1 came and stole da whole stack of newspaper..wit da plant specimens inside..FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH! @#$%^&*()
thn my mum said she knew sm neighbours who always roam round n collect newspapers de..so she walked me 2 their hses 2 ask whether they took it or not..turned out they deny..haiz..no other choice but 2 redo the whole ting asap as school's goin 2 reopen soon..FISH FISH FISH AGAIN
so..mum walked wit me around the neighbourhood..tat time is night time d know..abt 9 smting..swt..n she identified sm flowers which are planted by my neighbours and since no1 is thr...hee..we plucked da flowers..hehe..suddenly i becm pluck flower thief d..HAHA..lolzz..and thn we went 2 visit my uncle's hse since it's new year..on da way(at my uncle's neighbourhood)we oso stole flowers from his neighbours..hehe..and after the visit..we passed by a fake waterfall built by da govt..and we saw PLANTS..haha now i finally figured out a benefit of tat waterfall..haha..so my dad parked thr and we walked along pluckin the govt flowers(i hope i dun get saman)
so..yea..pluck flower thief stealin flowers at midnight..in the end we got abt 29 flowers of definitely more thn 5 families..NICE 1!!!thx 2 my super mum who helped and identified sm of da flowers and made da job easy..hee..and now we hav more thn enuf so i can relax abit liao..and partly oso muz thank da newspaper thief oso..coz tat day da specimens we collected at botanical garden is definitely not enuf..i estimated and we had juz around 10 species..hee..put it like dis,1 trip 2 botanical garden cannot fight me miss pluck flower thief..HAHA!!!
let's see..sm of the flowers i can't identify..but i think i hav jasmine,七里香，牡丹,dandelion,peppermint,papaya leaf,pandanus,evergreen,ixora,and alot alot more..geng leh..haha
okla..so tat's 2 story told..another is..my cousin's wedding has been recorded and edited and pasted on youtube..quite nice leh!!is a nice wedding wit highlights and filled wit laughter..:)i'll post it here
ok so finish 3rd story..for dis holiday i stil din manage 2 go 2 seaside..but i achieved my goal 2 drive alone..mum let me drive alone for da 1st time on 31st!!haha..and i ended up gettin lost due 2 my stupid sense of direction..but wit help i found my way n managed 2 get thru gahahahaha
okla..school gonna reopen..i gonna tidy up n study hard hard d!!yes..jiayu!!!^^
and hor..tell u smting agn..da plant specimens we plucked at botanical garden..THEY GOT STOLEN!!!story is like dis..i put da plant specimens in a stack of newspaper 2 be preserved..thn i put da stack of newspaper at my hse corridor..thn ytd night i found out..either ytd or da day b4 tat..sm1 came and stole da whole stack of newspaper..wit da plant specimens inside..FISH FISH FISH FISH FISH! @#$%^&*()
thn my mum said she knew sm neighbours who always roam round n collect newspapers de..so she walked me 2 their hses 2 ask whether they took it or not..turned out they deny..haiz..no other choice but 2 redo the whole ting asap as school's goin 2 reopen soon..FISH FISH FISH AGAIN
so..mum walked wit me around the neighbourhood..tat time is night time d know..abt 9 smting..swt..n she identified sm flowers which are planted by my neighbours and since no1 is thr...hee..we plucked da flowers..hehe..suddenly i becm pluck flower thief d..HAHA..lolzz..and thn we went 2 visit my uncle's hse since it's new year..on da way(at my uncle's neighbourhood)we oso stole flowers from his neighbours..hehe..and after the visit..we passed by a fake waterfall built by da govt..and we saw PLANTS..haha now i finally figured out a benefit of tat waterfall..haha..so my dad parked thr and we walked along pluckin the govt flowers(i hope i dun get saman)
so..yea..pluck flower thief stealin flowers at midnight..in the end we got abt 29 flowers of definitely more thn 5 families..NICE 1!!!thx 2 my super mum who helped and identified sm of da flowers and made da job easy..hee..and now we hav more thn enuf so i can relax abit liao..and partly oso muz thank da newspaper thief oso..coz tat day da specimens we collected at botanical garden is definitely not enuf..i estimated and we had juz around 10 species..hee..put it like dis,1 trip 2 botanical garden cannot fight me miss pluck flower thief..HAHA!!!
let's see..sm of the flowers i can't identify..but i think i hav jasmine,七里香，牡丹,dandelion,peppermint,papaya leaf,pandanus,evergreen,ixora,and alot alot more..geng leh..haha
okla..so tat's 2 story told..another is..my cousin's wedding has been recorded and edited and pasted on youtube..quite nice leh!!is a nice wedding wit highlights and filled wit laughter..:)i'll post it here
ok so finish 3rd story..for dis holiday i stil din manage 2 go 2 seaside..but i achieved my goal 2 drive alone..mum let me drive alone for da 1st time on 31st!!haha..and i ended up gettin lost due 2 my stupid sense of direction..but wit help i found my way n managed 2 get thru gahahahaha
okla..school gonna reopen..i gonna tidy up n study hard hard d!!yes..jiayu!!!^^
Sunday, December 27, 2009
scare scare
xin er got abit cuak dao..wad happened..?ur pm..?smhow..erm..i dunno how 2 say..if u dun wan say thn nvm:)
well..ytd is soo lee's bday..i am organiser and tong is transport,angeline,ace,wai meng we 6 ppl went 2 celebrate
erm..1st i had 2 send a grasshopper 2 die(ivan's hse is murder spot)..dunno y in morning got 1 plastic wit a big big grasshopper inside pop up in my hse..lucky for our bio group lo..but maybe monday goin 2 catch agn since not enuf
ok back 2 topic..whn i took da plastic wit da grasshopper down angeline saw it and she was like.."AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" it was soo loud from far oso can hear lol and thn whn we were on our way da whole car is filled wit our scream whn tong was drifting..hee..actually i made screams on purpose de..2 accompany angeline..haha
thn we fetched soo lee and went 2 wings cafe..we made alot of noise thr 2..tong made a request 2 sing but da ppl dun let..haha..well..i think everybody shud know who i wanted 2 listen 2 his singin most..tat is MY IDOL JJ!!but i dunno which cafe he singin..nvm ba..and i requested for da song 你是我的眼 which is 1 of my favourite songs,but da ppl din sing oso..haiz..i love tat song soo much know since da 1st time i listened 2 it..and it was MY IDOL JJ version which i had 1st listened 2..hee
then..whoa..we did alot siao things thr..lets see..i poured a large amount of ketchup on tong's meal 2 make a pattern..and..i think is ace la..ace poured ketchup into his drink..haizz..and we poured each of our drinks into wai meng's glass after he finished his..(wai meng can really drink wit speed lo..i haven even finish half my drink his glass already empty XD)and he drank our mix..LMAO..and we did our tradition lo..ask soo lee 2 take out da candle using her mouth lo..haha..lucky she nvr kena wad i kena on my bday..if yes..MUAHAHAHA..and thn..haa after 1 of us(i think is tong) finished his ice cream..sweat liao..he stuffed tissues inside..and we all put stuffs 2 decorate it..haha..becm 2nd bday cake..inside got cherry got ketchup got sm potato chips i think..and i stuck a candle in da middle..lolzz..i nvr saw soo lee laugh like tat b4..hey u shud do tat more often it makes u more jovial^^i used 2 laugh like tat alot haha..but now is like hmm..seldom do crazy laugh??
thn a..we planned 2 go 2 da beach..but drive drive drive and..we cannot find da beach..at 1 point we almost lost(but haiyo,mcca road i dun think wil get us lost de gua..)we turned in2 kampung road whr thr is few few few ppl oni and da lights are soo dim..and got alot of "bushes"..eerie man..and they were talkin ghost on da car..adui..no good la..soo lee was scared know..especially whn we see a cemetery beside us at sm place..aiyo thn tong drove near thr smmore and soo lee dare not look..y u go scare our bday gal lmao..i was abit scared 2,lookin at da eerie place..like smting's gonna pop up anytime..so as conclusion we drove back and went 2 a beach which is not a beach(pantai klebang which was reduced 2 a drainage system) whr thr is more ppl..and..i siao d..do poses and kp askin 2 take photos haha..and..erm..i did a pose which was my hair covering my face and i act like a ghost..ARGARGARGARGARGARGARG..haha..but i deleted it coz soo lee was cuaked by tat photo..muz be really eerie hee
and thn due 2 soo lee din bring her hse key and her mum's waiting for her and we dun wan her mum 2 wait 2 late,we went back..and after her was my turn 2 go back,and it was abt 2am d tat time..lmao..and i was talkin abt my housing area..got ppl kena hysteria b4 and lots more..thn..ok thn it happened agn..my hse corridors all blackout..no lights thr..and my hse is located at 3rd floro smmore..lookin at it fr outside i oso feel abit eerie..lol..luckily ace become gentleman and straight cm down fr da car and accompany me upstairs(actually angeline offered 2 but i scared if she accompany me thn nobody accompany her down) thn angeline joined us..thx buddies:)
and thn tat was the end of it..phuh..had a wonderful night:)2 (sm1) dun emo d k..smile:)
well..ytd is soo lee's bday..i am organiser and tong is transport,angeline,ace,wai meng we 6 ppl went 2 celebrate
erm..1st i had 2 send a grasshopper 2 die(ivan's hse is murder spot)..dunno y in morning got 1 plastic wit a big big grasshopper inside pop up in my hse..lucky for our bio group lo..but maybe monday goin 2 catch agn since not enuf
ok back 2 topic..whn i took da plastic wit da grasshopper down angeline saw it and she was like.."AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" it was soo loud from far oso can hear lol and thn whn we were on our way da whole car is filled wit our scream whn tong was drifting..hee..actually i made screams on purpose de..2 accompany angeline..haha
thn we fetched soo lee and went 2 wings cafe..we made alot of noise thr 2..tong made a request 2 sing but da ppl dun let..haha..well..i think everybody shud know who i wanted 2 listen 2 his singin most..tat is MY IDOL JJ!!but i dunno which cafe he singin..nvm ba..and i requested for da song 你是我的眼 which is 1 of my favourite songs,but da ppl din sing oso..haiz..i love tat song soo much know since da 1st time i listened 2 it..and it was MY IDOL JJ version which i had 1st listened 2..hee
then..whoa..we did alot siao things thr..lets see..i poured a large amount of ketchup on tong's meal 2 make a pattern..and..i think is ace la..ace poured ketchup into his drink..haizz..and we poured each of our drinks into wai meng's glass after he finished his..(wai meng can really drink wit speed lo..i haven even finish half my drink his glass already empty XD)and he drank our mix..LMAO..and we did our tradition lo..ask soo lee 2 take out da candle using her mouth lo..haha..lucky she nvr kena wad i kena on my bday..if yes..MUAHAHAHA..and thn..haa after 1 of us(i think is tong) finished his ice cream..sweat liao..he stuffed tissues inside..and we all put stuffs 2 decorate it..haha..becm 2nd bday cake..inside got cherry got ketchup got sm potato chips i think..and i stuck a candle in da middle..lolzz..i nvr saw soo lee laugh like tat b4..hey u shud do tat more often it makes u more jovial^^i used 2 laugh like tat alot haha..but now is like hmm..seldom do crazy laugh??
thn a..we planned 2 go 2 da beach..but drive drive drive and..we cannot find da beach..at 1 point we almost lost(but haiyo,mcca road i dun think wil get us lost de gua..)we turned in2 kampung road whr thr is few few few ppl oni and da lights are soo dim..and got alot of "bushes"..eerie man..and they were talkin ghost on da car..adui..no good la..soo lee was scared know..especially whn we see a cemetery beside us at sm place..aiyo thn tong drove near thr smmore and soo lee dare not look..y u go scare our bday gal lmao..i was abit scared 2,lookin at da eerie place..like smting's gonna pop up anytime..so as conclusion we drove back and went 2 a beach which is not a beach(pantai klebang which was reduced 2 a drainage system) whr thr is more ppl..and..i siao d..do poses and kp askin 2 take photos haha..and..erm..i did a pose which was my hair covering my face and i act like a ghost..ARGARGARGARGARGARGARG..haha..but i deleted it coz soo lee was cuaked by tat photo..muz be really eerie hee
and thn due 2 soo lee din bring her hse key and her mum's waiting for her and we dun wan her mum 2 wait 2 late,we went back..and after her was my turn 2 go back,and it was abt 2am d tat time..lmao..and i was talkin abt my housing area..got ppl kena hysteria b4 and lots more..thn..ok thn it happened agn..my hse corridors all blackout..no lights thr..and my hse is located at 3rd floro smmore..lookin at it fr outside i oso feel abit eerie..lol..luckily ace become gentleman and straight cm down fr da car and accompany me upstairs(actually angeline offered 2 but i scared if she accompany me thn nobody accompany her down) thn angeline joined us..thx buddies:)
and thn tat was the end of it..phuh..had a wonderful night:)2 (sm1) dun emo d k..smile:)
Saturday, December 26, 2009
boxing day
dis year santa did visit me..santa gave me present (in a surprising way) hihi
and..i dreamed i am skipping..haha..
erm..ntg much 2 talk abt la..juz tat maybe im over sensitive like u said..sry and im not gonna keep any emotions 2wards u d..so im not emo now:)
well..i wanna continue my studies d lo..time for play is over,now juz left one week for me 2 do enuf work and play for dis holiday..wanna finish my left abit bio and finish federal maths ques..won't be online 2 often d,and i'll sleep early d as i promised(and probably i oni gonna write blog at the end of every week..provided if i hav da time)
well..wanted 2 sing ktv but no chance..and din go 2 da beach..nvm ba..^^ and i think tat's all for now..take care 2 whoever reading this and sleep early,bathe early,drink more water and enjoy^^keep in touch:)
and..i dreamed i am skipping..haha..
erm..ntg much 2 talk abt la..juz tat maybe im over sensitive like u said..sry and im not gonna keep any emotions 2wards u d..so im not emo now:)
well..i wanna continue my studies d lo..time for play is over,now juz left one week for me 2 do enuf work and play for dis holiday..wanna finish my left abit bio and finish federal maths ques..won't be online 2 often d,and i'll sleep early d as i promised(and probably i oni gonna write blog at the end of every week..provided if i hav da time)
well..wanted 2 sing ktv but no chance..and din go 2 da beach..nvm ba..^^ and i think tat's all for now..take care 2 whoever reading this and sleep early,bathe early,drink more water and enjoy^^keep in touch:)
Friday, December 25, 2009
christmas eve
2day is christmas..i told (sm1) im gonna sleep late.. -o-
well..i met (sm1) face 2 face officially..and altho (sm1) denies it i stil think tat (sm1) looks good..hee and (sm1) didn't dissapoint me la..im afraid im da one who dissapointed (sm1)..
and..well..we watched alvin and the chipmunks 2..hahahahaha lol..funny..and cute!!!i like theodore..oo so cute
and then..oh sorry 2 andrew..altho i did it on purpose..i poured a large amount of kicap pekat into his meal..hee..sorry sorry..and thx for da movie i love it^^
and halfway thru da movie i got a call fr dad..guess wad..my bro scored straight a's leh..andrew tiong liao..and he said "i bet his spm moral oso wil get a" wah at da face man..yea is right i spilled da kicap pekat in ur meal..huh..:p
and then..at last..andrew went home early coz we all hav no further plans..but i didn't wan 2 go home so early so andrew stuck me wit chiing 2 fetch me home..(sm1) said he feel weird whn he saw me follow chiing home..well i dunno wad 2 say here coz i dun hav da mood 2 repeat all over agn since i explained 2 (sm1) and i know (sm1) wil understand:)
and..im bored spendin my 18th christmas eve at home so i kept on spamming..kaishern was my victim..haha kept doin da alien and crow sound..awk awk awk..XD and i did my own countdown for christmas after (sm1) went 2 gathering..listened 2 chipmunks Christmas dun be late..haha
and..ok i got 2 know dis guy keat wee who added me in msn..well smtimes his talkin got abit fish me off..like talk half keep half..dunno wad fish he was talkin abt smmore..well dun wanna frust over it la since we juz knew each other..nxt time maybe wil hav a good chat:)
anyway..2day is christmas so..HAPPEE CHRISTMAS!!im goin 2 sleep now byebye^^
well..i met (sm1) face 2 face officially..and altho (sm1) denies it i stil think tat (sm1) looks good..hee and (sm1) didn't dissapoint me la..im afraid im da one who dissapointed (sm1)..
and..well..we watched alvin and the chipmunks 2..hahahahaha lol..funny..and cute!!!i like theodore..oo so cute
and then..oh sorry 2 andrew..altho i did it on purpose..i poured a large amount of kicap pekat into his meal..hee..sorry sorry..and thx for da movie i love it^^
and halfway thru da movie i got a call fr dad..guess wad..my bro scored straight a's leh..andrew tiong liao..and he said "i bet his spm moral oso wil get a" wah at da face man..yea is right i spilled da kicap pekat in ur meal..huh..:p
and then..at last..andrew went home early coz we all hav no further plans..but i didn't wan 2 go home so early so andrew stuck me wit chiing 2 fetch me home..(sm1) said he feel weird whn he saw me follow chiing home..well i dunno wad 2 say here coz i dun hav da mood 2 repeat all over agn since i explained 2 (sm1) and i know (sm1) wil understand:)
and..im bored spendin my 18th christmas eve at home so i kept on spamming..kaishern was my victim..haha kept doin da alien and crow sound..awk awk awk..XD and i did my own countdown for christmas after (sm1) went 2 gathering..listened 2 chipmunks Christmas dun be late..haha
and..ok i got 2 know dis guy keat wee who added me in msn..well smtimes his talkin got abit fish me off..like talk half keep half..dunno wad fish he was talkin abt smmore..well dun wanna frust over it la since we juz knew each other..nxt time maybe wil hav a good chat:)
anyway..2day is christmas so..HAPPEE CHRISTMAS!!im goin 2 sleep now byebye^^
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